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Old Jan 06, 2008, 08:37 AM
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terribly depressed today ....so much so that I stared and stared at my pill drawer and thought how easy it would be.....havent had thoughts like this for ages.....

I am so depressed I wrote a poem, about summer....and I havent been out of the house on weeks in daylight....I am going out soon to take my dog.....there is no other option, I f I dont, I will literally go mad......

I am acting so much today, my husband thinks I am ok .... inside I am dying

I dont know why I feel like this .......

I just had to put it down .......

now I am going outside and my legs are like jelly

Kerry

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Old Jan 06, 2008, 08:47 AM
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Hey friend.......im here with you. in spirit today.

Im hugging you if you want the hugs. and holding your hand.

Please pm me if you need to. I have to take care of something but wil be back online off and on. and i have a phone with internet to check for PM;s

Know im here for you. Im sorry you are feeling so terrible. You deserve to feel so much better.

Love ya,
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Old Jan 06, 2008, 09:33 AM
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jinny i know somedays get hard but you need to tell someone irl that your mind is going that way so they can support you
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Old Jan 06, 2008, 09:42 AM
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  I feel   I feelI agree (((jinn)))))))) talk to your husband,,,,,,,, let them know how you feel
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Old Jan 06, 2008, 10:15 AM
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I went out with my hubby and dog for a walk....that was a big achievment for me...I havnt been out the house in daylight for so long....we walked all around the village, around the church, and back home.....I feel relieved, I haven't told him how I feel, I'm going to therapy on Tuesday, Ill get throught it It helps knowing you are all here actually, thankyou so much....I just wish I knew what was so bad today...well, and yesterday....

feel a little better now, thankyou all so much, love you.....

Jin xxxxxx
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Old Jan 06, 2008, 10:27 AM
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i understand about wishing i understood my feelings.. sometimes for me its a combination of several different weighty things.. thats what makes it hard to sort out..

i had accumulated a number of depressive projects and carried all the pain of each, added together, for a number of years...

very challenging to sort out... always replaying the memories and trying to find missing parts ...
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Old Jan 06, 2008, 12:16 PM
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  I feel I'm sorry for you feeling so badly. I hope the fresh air will help a little. I need some of that myself....off to walk and think.
Hugs ...Kerry dear!
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Old Jan 06, 2008, 12:21 PM
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(((((((((dan)))))))))

..you are always here for me.....I want you to know I love you and I'm here for you too......thankyOu for the prayerlink.....I think of yuo often.....

hugs KERRY XXXXXXX
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Old Jan 06, 2008, 01:30 PM
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jinnyann
i feel the same way too
i dont know why but it is as if i am back to square one
my love and prayer are with you stay strong please\
samm
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Old Jan 06, 2008, 07:09 PM
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(((((((((((((( jinny ))))))))))))))
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Old Jan 06, 2008, 08:37 PM
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(((((((((samm)))))))

how nice to see you again.....thankyou I wish you peace and love too

Kerry xxxx
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Old Jan 06, 2008, 09:44 PM
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Hope you get better soon..don't even think like that (pills)

you have such a great personality..something this world needs more of, not less, in my opinion
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Old Jan 06, 2008, 10:39 PM
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I hope you start feeling better soon!
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