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Jan 08, 2008, 09:52 PM
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this is the worst ever i've been in..... time for intervention.... i can't take anymore of this depression. it hurts to even breathe. it's crushing. my heart's broken in too many pieces to put back together. ouch. what do i do? my world has totally fallen apart. nothing gets worse than that, except maybe for a nuclear holocaust. i just wish i could die (not a suicide post), just for relief. i need relief. who cares if my memories are erased and it doesn't work if i do ect treatments. if i can recover, i'm going to seriously kick my ins. company's *** for denying coverage for a treatment that is safer than ect treatments. i wanna sue the sh@t out of them. i mean, this is rage against the ignorance of mental illness that brings sooo much pain and takes so many years of life away. i can't breathe now that i'm so out of options. i am left with no other choices! i feel like i'm shooting myself in the foot instead of helping myself if i do ect treatments. dammit. but, right now, i cannot function at all. and the ins. company will not give me the light of day to help myself. what do i do. i don't have the luxury of waiting for another year. i've waited for so long already. sh@t. let's just hope i don't come out more brain-damaged by the ect treatments.
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Jan 08, 2008, 10:00 PM
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I am so sorry that you are hurting this bad, I wish I could gently wrap my arms around you and whisper in your ear that eveything is going to be ok, just get throught this immediate crisis , PM if you want , meet in chat anything, reach out to me or any of your other friends here on PC or in real life. I know you can feel better than you do right now, just have the tinest bit of hope and tomorrow with be a little better than today.
your friend Linda
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Jan 09, 2008, 04:37 AM
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((((wings))))))))) i wish you were feeling on top of the world right now. cause you deserve it.
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So often we dwell on the things that seem impossible rather than on the things that are possible. So often we are depressed by what remains to be done and forget to be thankful for all that has been done.--Marian Wright Edelman |
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Jan 09, 2008, 09:04 AM
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Oh ((((((( wicked )))))))
We both seem to have the same feelings of despair. Knowing me as you do you know I can't provide any answers. But in your case I sure wish I could. How many times have you posted </font><blockquote><div id="quote"><font class="small">Quote:</font> i know.... you're not alone. you're in great company. </div></font></blockquote><font class="post"> Well here is right back at you. I do know what you mean about ins. companies. I think they all operate on the premise "if you are gone there is one less person to insure and more profits for us." This is especially true when it comes to expensive procedures that might offer true help or a cure. I so wish I could offer you a way out. I just don't know that there is one. But please know you are not alone. ((((((((((( Wicked ))))))))))) 
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Jan 09, 2008, 09:47 AM
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ww, i dont like running to lawyers, but can you appeal the ins co/s opinions, have you? i dont kknow you that well so maybe you have and i just dont know...
i know you feel whats happened is not right and i tend to agree with you here... i understand we have a system and its all we have... no the best, not the worst... who's on your side in this? as far as then ins co goes? is there an advocate for you? is there an advocacy in the area you're at? (philly?) ... can you contact a legal aid service? at the university? just trying to help ww, i know you feel bad and at the bottom... dont give up please... you need help and its got to be out there somewhere... arent there others in the same situation (denined insurance benefits) and so i assume you have appeal processes and contact groups where you could meet others who have dealt with this and know the system better than i do... take care, ok? |
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Jan 09, 2008, 02:30 PM
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(((((WW))))))))))I hope you get some relief soon. It is way past time for something to go your way!! I agree with getting a lawyer to help you and take stress off of you. Have you had dr. explain to ins co that this is needed?? I am sorry you are going thru this and and i don't have any advice to give you except keep your head above water, keep paddling!! hang in there and i will keep you in my thoughts and prayers.
 melanie
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"The night racks my bones, and the pain that gnaws me knows no rest," laments Job (The Holy Bible: New Revised Standard Version, Job 30:17). |
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Jan 09, 2008, 05:34 PM
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I don't know if this is of any use:
National Disability Rights Network (Pennsylvania): http://www.ndrn.org/aboutus/states/pennsylvania.htm
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Now if thou would'st When all have given him o'er From death to life Thou might'st him yet recover -- Michael Drayton 1562 - 1631 |
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