[Deilla]

I feel hopeful today. I'm in a pretty good mood at the moment. I have an appointment for tomorrow but I feel okay about it.

It was alright at work today, though I felt like I had my feelings hurt at one conversation. I had made a proposal to have the mail carrier deliver the mail to the back area where I am instead of the front, like it's been for a while. I was never happy with that arrangement. The mail carrier had told me a few days ago that she was going to talk to her supervisor about it. And then she told me that the supervisor will call me. The supervisor never called. And now today the security guard (who works up front and gets the mail first) told me that the mail carrier told her that my proposal can't be done. The security guard had to explain the reasons why to me. Why couldn't someone at the Post Office explain it to me?

After I posted last night my ex friend called around 10 and told me that he's been feeling depressed. He and I have had discussions about depression lots of times before (with me having it but with him he's alright). This time he was asking me about depression and how does it feel. So I explained it to him the best I could. Well, at least it was nice having a discussion about it, since lots of times in the past, he seemed so smug that he's above depression.

[Deilla]

I'm struggling this morning.

This day seemed to have flown by. It's a typical Saturday. Felt depressed when I got up this morning, but felt better when I got busy with stuff. Now I feel let down that the activities for the day are over. Feeling lonely, too, as the phone hasn't rung and no messages from anyone.

[Sunflower123]

I’m having a hard time today. I’m deeply depressed and feel defeated and hopeless.

[Breaking Dawn]

Originally Posted by Jennifer 1967

I’m having a hard time today. I’m deeply depressed and feel defeated and hopeless.

I feel the same way, @Jennifer 1967. It will be better later, for you & me & others. Thank goodness for these forums. God bless you, Jennifer, & others. Hugs & love to you!!

[Mountaindewed]

I’m depressed but people are saying it’s understandable depression. I’m in the process of moving and also still dealing with termination of old T and still working out feelings about the new T. I’ve been in bed for an hour now. I’m trying to at least work on my diet which is one thing that will help. I haven’t kicked the caffeine habit yet though and I pay for it everyday.

[Breaking Dawn]

Hi, @Mountaindewed, I just wanted to say, in my opinion, you are doing a lot better than the average person would probably do in your situation. "Moving" (I learned in school) is one of the most stressful experiences for most human beings. And on top of that, you are dealing with other problems. It seems to me that you have a really good attitude & are a good role model for others in your situation. I wish you all the best!

[Deilla]

I'm doing fairly well. I'm a little anxious, but it's not too bad. I feel hopeful for a good week ahead.

[Rose76]

I've been idling the days away doing nothing. Today was no exception.

Just a typical Sunday. My sister called and she sounded very tired. She always sounds tired and it's early in the day. Took a longer bike ride. Nothing much else. Feeling depressed that I have to go back to work. I never felt that way before.

[Deilla]

I'm doing well. I've had a really good morning. My afternoon is free. I can do what I want.

[Sunflower123]

Feeling much better today. I’m back in the game.

[Mountaindewed]

I’ve gotten out of the house today, and stayed out of bed all day. I’m handling my depression well I’m just not feeling good.

I was at work today and it was very slow. I'm still not very clear as to what will happen in the future. I'm feeling like I can't go on much anymore at my job now.

[Mountaindewed]

I was in bed all day but it was more of a side effect issue instead of straight up depression. Actually today I am looking forward to a lot of things and this is the first time in days I haven’t dwelled on my old therapist.

[Breaking Dawn]

Today was more ups than downs.

[Rose76]

Another wasted day.

[Deilla]

I feel sad and overwhelmed today.

[88Butterfly88]

I seem to be functionally depressed today.

[Rose76]

I'm not improving. I don't even feel sad or anxious. I just have no interest in anything.

Maybe it's the isolation. Still waiting for the vaccine.

[Breaking Dawn]

Today was ok part of the time.

Was in better spirits today but not much. I'm still not crazy about my job since it's so slow and boring. And wondering what will happen to me after it's over.

[Deilla]

I'm feeling awful. I just received some bad news. I feel really bad about myself and like I want to give up.

[Buffy01]

I been feeling really depressed again. Nothing o am doing is making me feel better.