I feel almost OK.

[Breaking Dawn]

I don't know.

[Deilla]

I feel tired today. But I'm getting a little bit done.

[Fuzzybear]

I'm here

[Fuzzybear]

''girl you look so pretty to me...

like the Spanish city to me

when we were kids''

Knopfler

[3rd rock]

My computer has crashed, taking my work along with it. I'll probably get it back at some point but it's very frustrating.

I'm feeling very tired and sad right now. I have no energy. I'm depressed because career change has proven fruitless. Amazon wields considerable power, and it applies that power very inconsistently, to the detriment of independent authors like me.

Baked cookies, then baked biscotti. They both were quite delicious.

[Deilla]

I am tired, stressed and sad today.

The day didn't get off to a good start. I had to wait two hours to use the laundry this morning. That hasn't happened before. There's been a wait before but not that long. So that put me back a bit.

Feeling down now. My friend and I had an argument about politics. He brought it up, not me.

I'm feeling like there are things coming up to dread, nothing to look forward to.

[Mountaindewed]

I have my usual Saturday night blues. Dealing with PMDD as well. These thoughts are not any worse then they usually are. But they are still there. And my dysphoria is real bad right now which makes the depression even worse. I’m ok though.

[Deilla]

I'm tired of the same things day in and day out - self-care, pet care and housework. I'm not doing anything meaningful with my life. It's depressing. I did have a thought to work on some music this morning. I guess I could give that a try.

[Sunflower123]

I feel pretty good today. Thankfully, my SAD has been mild this year (knock on wood).

[Mountaindewed]

I’m super down and anxious right now for no reason. Probably just PMS. I just took my second Xanax and I ate lunch. I’m hoping both helps. I actually started a pretty interesting book and I read 40 pages in one sitting. That’s an improvement from binge watching the same shows and mindless PC scrolling I have been doing.

Originally Posted by Deilla

I'm tired of the same things day in and day out - self-care, pet care and housework. I'm not doing anything meaningful with my life. It's depressing. I did have a thought to work on some music this morning. I guess I could give that a try.

I'm sorry to hear that, Delia, ! Are you tired of your painting as well? And your cats? Hope often comes from something to look forward to. Are there something in your life that you want to try, but never dared to do? Can you do it if you plan well? Is there a cause you would like to fight for? - some kind of religion, the right for the people of the future to have food and clean water, perhaps an organization that fights for Peace may have some interest for you, saving birds or animals or other ....

There is also the opportunity to work as support for others (and at the same time support yourself). The Depression and Bipolar alliance is one such organization. With them you can even interact and feel community from your PC in live time (see, hear and talk with them).

What about planning a cheep vacation for the time after the vaccination?

This is an extremely difficult year, you know! Please stay at your feet, the vaccines are around the corner, a few months more and it will become better!

Take care, Deilla!

I feel OK (enough) today. I have relaxed myself with Netflix programs about Nature in USA and South America this day (it took hours), but it was the only thing I found myself able to do. It is could outside, snow and slippery.

I have eaten healthy as well!

started the morning with pancakes. they were delicious. swapped out my bedding for fresh sheets and blankets. going to spend time away from chores but lightly dusted and polished my radio, humidifier and windowsills. Hoping for warmer weather tomorrow.

[Deilla]

I need a day off, so I'm doing zero work today. I think I will stay in my PJ's all day and eat comfort food.

Feeling a bit lazy, but will try to go on with my duties during the day.

[Aardwolf]

I'm feeling a little bit better today. Let's see how work goes..

[Breaking Dawn]

I go up the stairway leading to downstairs & then back up again. ?

[Rose76]

I'm a bit better than I was, but still feeling sluggish. I'm getting only one or two things done each day.

[WastingAsparagus]

I do all this stuff to help my mental health and then I feel so bored and somewhat bad at the end of the day. I don't know what I'm doing wrong.

Getting pushback for insignificant nothings. Sometimes I wonder why I try at all

It was a very slow at work today. From the last hour at work up to right now I've been on a roll of one thing after another of disappointments.

Some little thing happened at work at the last hour that got me upset. And then I got a call from the doctor's office at home, leaving me a message, instead of at work which I preferred. As it turns out, I got a suggestion by email from the doctor that I was disappointed with.

I worked out and then my dinner wasn't great. After that my friend didn't want to talk very long and he started with politics that I don't agree with.

I hope I can sleep well tonight because I'm not feeling that great emotionally.

[Deilla]

I'm not feeling well today. I will try to relax and get more sleep.