I became very tired after my trip outside. After I became tired, old not so good memories pupped up in my head. Feel exhausted because of the memories.

[Buffy01]

I am feeling depressed again. If I am not feeling emotionally numb.

After the morning yesterday when I felt alright, I felt sunk emotionally. I just got dreaded thoughts for the rest of the day. Also it was a very gloomy day yesterday.

Last night my friend and I argued. We've had a lot of arguments. He brought something up that I didn't want to talk about. He insisted on keeping it going. So I hung up on him.

This morning I was expecting a payment, and once again, it didn't come. It's a direct deposit that got rejected by my bank. I thought that I had it straightened out by verifying appropriate routing & account number last week. Once again an error and it was the sender's fault. I went to my bank and a rep. explained it very well to me what happened. So back on the drawing board on that!

[Deilla]

I'm feeling tired and anxious.

[Rose76]

I feel a lot better today. Last night I took Vistaril 100 mg, which seemed to help me sleep well.

[Yzen]

Tired and disappointed with things this week.

[Breaking Dawn]

At this moment I can't sleep & I'm feeling sad, so I'm talking to myself about things & reading.

I feel so-so to day ...

[Rose76]

I feel pretty good. No anxiety or depression at the moment.

Very slow and unexciting today for me. I'm trying the best I can to avoid getting those imaginary dreaded thoughts that come my way pretty often.

[Breaking Dawn]

No energy. But not as sad as I was.

[T4bbyCat]

A sense of impending doom, as though something will soon get me. But I doubt I'll see it coming.

Feel OK enough ...

[Deilla]

I'm in a good mood today. I've been cooking meals for the week and I've been freezing some. This will make it so much easier on me. And I'm having fun.

[regretful]

Just...feeling...flat...and...defeated

[Breaking Dawn]

Today turned out really good in spite of some obstacles.

A little bit of an eventful day for me. Did some personal shopping this morning. Around noon my sister called. And then did a light errand in the afternoon. I felt bad that I didn't take a long bike ride this afternoon. It's very hot outside.

[Deilla]

I feel sad and stressed. My game is under maintenance and I quit vaping. So I don't really have a good distraction at the moment.

This day has not been good for me. I woke up sick (stomach) and was not able to do anything because of the pain. I feel a bit better now and will go out to eat and buy some groceries.

Fairly busy today but nothing exciting. I'm having a minor medical procedure coming up next Monday and I'm dreading it. I could have had it done a few months ago but I had put it off. This appointment is putting a damper on being retired.

I let go of the only friend I got a few days ago. Lately he's making attempts to get back with me by telling me how much he cares about me. I haven't spoken to him directly. He never apologizes for upsetting me. He and I have split up a few times before and I would take him back. And then the crap gets going again after a while. I've told him how I've felt many times but it goes in one ear and out the other. So I'll try to stick to my guns this time. My sister doesn't agree with me or thinks I should take him back. Take it from her - the one who goes out with a lot of bad people.

[Deilla]

I had a rough morning but I turned my day around. Things worked out well for me. Now I'm getting tired. I'm sure it's time for bed now.

I was busy in the morning with cleaning and that's about it. As I've mentioned before, I had split up with my friend a few days ago. I split up with him because he was getting hostile. So I had blocked him from my email. Well this morning I got a message from him in my inbox, which was a surprise because I thought that I had blocked him. Below his brief message I got a message in a block form from my email provider saying that the message from him was considered "phishing". So I reported that message as phishing.

[Breaking Dawn]

I'm ok. I have things to get done today & I'm hoping I can do it all.

Yesterday I had a good time with my family. Today I have been very tired. I suppose that that will not continue.

[regretful]

The hits keep right on coming...business is struggling, relationships are strained...looking for ways to continue to count my blessings - roof over my head, shoes on my feet, clothes on my back, food in the fridge...but depression complicates it all.