Confessions of little turtle with love #6

I guess I will have to accept my fate, though I would not want anyone else to have my experience. That may make me less frustrated and less restless.

Also I plan to get more involved with my rescue animals and my garden.

What do you all say?

I said I will have to accept my fate, but it is not easy. Sometimes the physical pain gets too great to bear. But I have no choice. I will have to bear the pain even when I feel I can't any more, I will have to go on even when I feel I can't go on any more.....God please give me the strength to accept my fate.

Just an opinion of mine, or, maybe less opinion than tentative observation: Finding ways to survive in a difficult reality is itself a way of not surrendering to fate.

Oh .....🤔
Thanks

Good post! Thank you as always for your wise and thoughtful posts dear Rohag

The words we use about ourselves... are important...

Finding ways to survive in a difficult reality is itself a way of NOT surrendering to fate.

(the opposite of ''accepting that fate'' or an opposite..)

grrrrrrrrrr

(((fuzzy)))

Will power....it can create new circuits in the brain.
But do I have enough of it? I think it will have to be my major weapon to deal with this difficult reality.

dear mimi now you are talking...you have enough

Thank you little turtle. But I was quite broken down when I was ridiculed and kicked out in another chatroom. Then I came back to this forum. The members of this thread and a couple of more friends on this forum helped me to regain my faith in people. I realized all was not lost...there is still hope in this world for me....all people have not abandoned me.

Thanks much to all my friends who keep supporting me and help me survive.

Hey mimi,

I didn't know you were ridiculed and kicked out in another chatroom (or maybe I'd forgotten). There are some awful chatrooms out there. I've been in a few. People can be very mean and sometimes for no good reason On the same chatroom where I was bullied and ridiculed a member sent me 9 pms in less than 8 hours - I didn't reply to any of them - and I didn't even know her. I might have replied once to her but that was it. The mods leave abusive posts up and defend the poster saying its not ''intentional''.. I disagree. I'm not ''over sensitive'' and I don't over react to nothing.

The bus people are wonderful. I'm so glad you're feeling better mimi

Much love and respect to you, little turtle, Rohag and Thirty shades

Feeling very sad and hopeless....they will never take me back. How will I survive here?

Sending hugs and much love to all on the As Is bus

My 5+ m.o. kitten Teddy suddenly passed away today. May his soul rest in peace.

that is sad mimi

Yes, to die so young. He had a sudden asthma attack and was in pain. At least he was In my arms when he died.
His photo when he was younger:
https://mysupportforums.org/picture....ictureid=67984

I'm so sorry (((((((((( mimi ))))))))))

Much love and hugs to you and to all on the AS IS bus

Not well today. No energy. Feel drowsy, nauseous and exhausted. There is nothing wrong with my hemoglobin, thyroid, blood sugar and blood pressure. Also another of my kittens is sick.
Seems that however hard I try I can't defy my fate. I am so frustrated.
Love and respect to all on the as is bus.