Home Menu

Menu


Closed Thread
Thread Tools Display Modes
  #701  
Old Jun 07, 2022, 01:27 PM
Thirty shades's Avatar
Thirty shades Thirty shades is offline
Grand Magnate
 
Member Since: Jul 2018
Location: UK
Posts: 4,817
Quote:
Originally Posted by Rohag View Post
Thirty Shades (feel free to ignore the questions), how often are you supposed to take it? Based on your personal experience - not your doctor's advice or directions, how often would it be useful to you to take it?
I am supposed to take it when in crisis…

I am in crisis more often than my supply allows.

I end up rationing myself, in fear, another more deafening crisis will appear.

I run out and have to struggle….

I don’t take enough and have to struggle…

I worry about my rationing….

But I have gratitude that I am not addicted.

I am a complicated human, I guess
Hugs from:
downandlonely, Fuzzybear, little turtle, MimiBhaduri0, Rohag
Thanks for this!
Fuzzybear, little turtle, Rohag

advertisement
  #702  
Old Jun 07, 2022, 01:29 PM
Thirty shades's Avatar
Thirty shades Thirty shades is offline
Grand Magnate
 
Member Since: Jul 2018
Location: UK
Posts: 4,817
Thank you for being here dear bus friends…
Hugs from:
downandlonely, Fuzzybear, little turtle, MimiBhaduri0, Rohag
Thanks for this!
downandlonely, Fuzzybear, little turtle
  #703  
Old Jun 11, 2022, 05:14 AM
Fuzzybear's Avatar
Fuzzybear Fuzzybear is offline
Wisest Elder Ever
 
Member Since: Nov 2002
Location: Cave.
Posts: 96,641
Quote:
Originally Posted by Rohag View Post
Thirty Shades (feel free to ignore the questions), how often are you supposed to take it? Based on your personal experience - not your doctor's advice or directions, how often would it be useful to you to take it?
I desire that they give me the gift of acknowledging that I know MY mind and body better than they do....

I would desire that they give me the gift and respect of listening. Even for three minutes. Since they do not give me that respect, I say nothing to them. I have nothing to say to someone who shows ZERO respect or ability to even fake respect

''Fool me once, shame on you

Fool me twice, shame on me''

Not about anyone on msf

Not about the situation in the world
__________________
Hugs from:
downandlonely, little turtle, MimiBhaduri0, Rohag, Thirty shades
Thanks for this!
little turtle, Thirty shades
  #704  
Old Jun 16, 2022, 06:35 AM
little turtle little turtle is offline
Grand Magnate
 
Member Since: Jul 2014
Location: ohio
Posts: 4,045
they wanted me to see a patient every 15 minutes...
i refused to do that.............................they got rid of me...
psychiatry has many problems...
Hugs from:
downandlonely, Fuzzybear, MimiBhaduri0, Rohag, Thirty shades
Thanks for this!
downandlonely, Fuzzybear, MimiBhaduri0, Thirty shades
  #705  
Old Jun 17, 2022, 05:19 AM
little turtle little turtle is offline
Grand Magnate
 
Member Since: Jul 2014
Location: ohio
Posts: 4,045
emotional storm this morning....i felt like screaming..
Hugs from:
downandlonely, Fuzzybear, MimiBhaduri0, Rohag, Thirty shades
Thanks for this!
Fuzzybear, Thirty shades
  #706  
Old Jun 17, 2022, 10:21 AM
Rohag's Avatar
Rohag Rohag is offline
Legendary
 
Member Since: Feb 2009
Posts: 10,045
Quote:
Originally Posted by little turtle View Post
emotional storm this morning....i felt like screaming..


As always, feel free to ignore the questions.
What kept you from screaming?
Would screaming have been helpful or healthy for you?

(Personal Note: I "emit" spontaneous screams daily. No internal warning precedes them, they are usually short, and whatever emotion may be associated with them is nonexistent or barely perceived.)
__________________
My dog mastered the "fetch" command. He would communicate he wanted something, and I would fetch it.
Hugs from:
downandlonely, Fuzzybear, MimiBhaduri0, Thirty shades
Thanks for this!
Fuzzybear, Thirty shades
  #707  
Old Jun 17, 2022, 04:31 PM
little turtle little turtle is offline
Grand Magnate
 
Member Since: Jul 2014
Location: ohio
Posts: 4,045
Quote:
Originally Posted by Rohag View Post


As always, feel free to ignore the questions.
What kept you from screaming?
Would screaming have been helpful or healthy for you?

(Personal Note: I "emit" spontaneous screams daily. No internal warning precedes them, they are usually short, and whatever emotion may be associated with them is nonexistent or barely perceived.)
dear rohag...i didn't want to disturb my wife...
it would have been helpful...

i am glad to hear that you scream..
do i have that right..
Hugs from:
downandlonely, Fuzzybear, MimiBhaduri0, Rohag, Thirty shades
Thanks for this!
Fuzzybear, Thirty shades
  #708  
Old Jun 19, 2022, 01:07 PM
Thirty shades's Avatar
Thirty shades Thirty shades is offline
Grand Magnate
 
Member Since: Jul 2018
Location: UK
Posts: 4,817
Quote:
Originally Posted by little turtle View Post
emotional storm this morning....i felt like screaming..
I scream internally too at times..

You are not alone

I am grateful for your truth and wisdom.
Hugs from:
Fuzzybear, little turtle, MimiBhaduri0, Rohag
Thanks for this!
downandlonely, Fuzzybear, little turtle
  #709  
Old Jun 20, 2022, 06:39 AM
Fuzzybear's Avatar
Fuzzybear Fuzzybear is offline
Wisest Elder Ever
 
Member Since: Nov 2002
Location: Cave.
Posts: 96,641
__________________
Hugs from:
little turtle, MimiBhaduri0, Rohag, Thirty shades
Thanks for this!
little turtle, MimiBhaduri0, Thirty shades
  #710  
Old Jun 21, 2022, 06:51 AM
Fuzzybear's Avatar
Fuzzybear Fuzzybear is offline
Wisest Elder Ever
 
Member Since: Nov 2002
Location: Cave.
Posts: 96,641
Confessions of little turtle with love #6
__________________
Hugs from:
little turtle, MimiBhaduri0, Rohag, Thirty shades
Thanks for this!
downandlonely, little turtle, MimiBhaduri0, Thirty shades
  #711  
Old Jun 22, 2022, 07:04 AM
Fuzzybear's Avatar
Fuzzybear Fuzzybear is offline
Wisest Elder Ever
 
Member Since: Nov 2002
Location: Cave.
Posts: 96,641
Confessions of little turtle with love #6
__________________
Hugs from:
little turtle, MimiBhaduri0, Rohag, Thirty shades
Thanks for this!
downandlonely, little turtle, MimiBhaduri0, Thirty shades
  #712  
Old Jun 23, 2022, 06:29 AM
little turtle little turtle is offline
Grand Magnate
 
Member Since: Jul 2014
Location: ohio
Posts: 4,045
i am working on my FEAR...
Hugs from:
downandlonely, Fuzzybear, MimiBhaduri0, Rohag, Thirty shades
Thanks for this!
Fuzzybear, Thirty shades
  #713  
Old Jun 23, 2022, 01:06 PM
Thirty shades's Avatar
Thirty shades Thirty shades is offline
Grand Magnate
 
Member Since: Jul 2018
Location: UK
Posts: 4,817
I am here in this world for a reason…
Hugs from:
downandlonely, Fuzzybear, little turtle, MimiBhaduri0, Rohag
Thanks for this!
downandlonely, Fuzzybear, little turtle
  #714  
Old Jun 25, 2022, 01:07 PM
Thirty shades's Avatar
Thirty shades Thirty shades is offline
Grand Magnate
 
Member Since: Jul 2018
Location: UK
Posts: 4,817
I am not a normal person…

My brain did not develop that way…

I am kind but non functioning. I must learn not to judge myself so harshly for what I had no control of.
Hugs from:
downandlonely, Fuzzybear, little turtle, MimiBhaduri0, Rohag
Thanks for this!
downandlonely, Fuzzybear, little turtle
  #715  
Old Jun 26, 2022, 10:20 AM
little turtle little turtle is offline
Grand Magnate
 
Member Since: Jul 2014
Location: ohio
Posts: 4,045
Quote:
Originally Posted by Thirty shades View Post
I am not a normal person…

My brain did not develop that way…

I am kind but non functioning. I must learn not to judge myself so harshly for what I had no control of.
dear TS...we are what we are...i am not normal...i also am trying to work on
accepting and loving that little person in there----me........

we are on the right bus...AS IS
Hugs from:
downandlonely, Fuzzybear, MimiBhaduri0, Rohag, Thirty shades
Thanks for this!
downandlonely, Fuzzybear, Thirty shades
  #716  
Old Jun 26, 2022, 10:34 AM
MimiBhaduri0 MimiBhaduri0 is offline
Veteran Member
 
Member Since: Feb 2020
Location: Kolkata, West Bengal, India
Posts: 653
Sorry that I can't make it to here often. I have not been well. There are times when I feel that I can't go on....But every one of you is in my thoughts all the time. Love, respect and hugs to all on the AS IS BUS.
Hugs from:
downandlonely, Fuzzybear, little turtle, Rohag, Thirty shades
Thanks for this!
Fuzzybear, little turtle, Thirty shades
  #717  
Old Jun 26, 2022, 11:22 AM
little turtle little turtle is offline
Grand Magnate
 
Member Since: Jul 2014
Location: ohio
Posts: 4,045
Quote:
Originally Posted by MimiBhaduri0 View Post
Sorry that I can't make it to here often. I have not been well. There are times when I feel that I can't go on....But every one of you is in my thoughts all the time. Love, respect and hugs to all on the AS IS BUS.
dear mimi we may find ways of suffering less
Hugs from:
downandlonely, Fuzzybear, MimiBhaduri0, Rohag, Thirty shades
Thanks for this!
Fuzzybear, MimiBhaduri0, Thirty shades
  #718  
Old Jun 26, 2022, 11:36 AM
downandlonely's Avatar
downandlonely downandlonely is offline
Legendary
 
Member Since: Mar 2018
Location: United States
Posts: 10,760
Just wanted to add that I'm not normal either. But I don't know who is.
Hugs from:
Fuzzybear, little turtle, MimiBhaduri0, Rohag, Thirty shades
Thanks for this!
Fuzzybear, little turtle, MimiBhaduri0, Thirty shades
  #719  
Old Jun 26, 2022, 11:43 AM
little turtle little turtle is offline
Grand Magnate
 
Member Since: Jul 2014
Location: ohio
Posts: 4,045
i am a very frightened person...i just came that way...
the fear has me..i am having a hard time accepting that...
Hugs from:
Fuzzybear, MimiBhaduri0, Rohag, Thirty shades
Thanks for this!
Fuzzybear, Thirty shades
  #720  
Old Jun 27, 2022, 06:38 AM
little turtle little turtle is offline
Grand Magnate
 
Member Since: Jul 2014
Location: ohio
Posts: 4,045
i just want to cry
Hugs from:
Fuzzybear, MimiBhaduri0, Rohag, Thirty shades
  #721  
Old Jun 27, 2022, 11:23 AM
Fuzzybear's Avatar
Fuzzybear Fuzzybear is offline
Wisest Elder Ever
 
Member Since: Nov 2002
Location: Cave.
Posts: 96,641
I am also ''non functioning''

I wish I could cry

much love to all on the AS IS BUS
__________________
Hugs from:
downandlonely, little turtle, MimiBhaduri0, Rohag, Thirty shades
Thanks for this!
little turtle, MimiBhaduri0, Thirty shades
  #722  
Old Jun 27, 2022, 11:24 AM
Fuzzybear's Avatar
Fuzzybear Fuzzybear is offline
Wisest Elder Ever
 
Member Since: Nov 2002
Location: Cave.
Posts: 96,641
I HATE THEIR LABELS

OOPS





not about anyone on msf

not about the situation in the world

__________________
Hugs from:
downandlonely, little turtle, MimiBhaduri0, Rohag, Thirty shades
Thanks for this!
little turtle, Thirty shades
  #723  
Old Jun 27, 2022, 11:25 AM
Fuzzybear's Avatar
Fuzzybear Fuzzybear is offline
Wisest Elder Ever
 
Member Since: Nov 2002
Location: Cave.
Posts: 96,641
Confessions of little turtle with love #6

__________________
Hugs from:
downandlonely, little turtle, MimiBhaduri0, Rohag, Thirty shades
Thanks for this!
little turtle, MimiBhaduri0, Thirty shades
  #724  
Old Jun 28, 2022, 05:34 AM
MimiBhaduri0 MimiBhaduri0 is offline
Veteran Member
 
Member Since: Feb 2020
Location: Kolkata, West Bengal, India
Posts: 653
Quote:
Originally Posted by little turtle View Post
dear mimi we may find ways of suffering less
Thanks much little turtle. My situation won't improve unless I can get out of India and I don't know if that's going to happen in the near future or not. I keep telling myself - this too shall pass, hang in there. And I pray when I'm too miserable.
Hugs from:
downandlonely, Fuzzybear, little turtle, Rohag, Thirty shades
Thanks for this!
Fuzzybear, little turtle, Thirty shades
  #725  
Old Jun 28, 2022, 01:12 PM
Thirty shades's Avatar
Thirty shades Thirty shades is offline
Grand Magnate
 
Member Since: Jul 2018
Location: UK
Posts: 4,817
Quote:
Originally Posted by little turtle View Post
dear TS...we are what we are...i am not normal...i also am trying to work on
accepting and loving that little person in there----me........

we are on the right bus...AS IS
I accept me sometimes…

Sometimes I forget…

The bus is the best place to work on this amongst good friends.

Thank you for being here everyone
Hugs from:
downandlonely, Fuzzybear, little turtle, MimiBhaduri0, Rohag
Thanks for this!
Fuzzybear, little turtle, MimiBhaduri0
Closed Thread
Views: 86585

attentionThis is an old thread. You probably should not post your reply to it, as the original poster is unlikely to see it.




All times are GMT -5. The time now is 01:02 PM.
Powered by vBulletin® — Copyright © 2000 - 2025, Jelsoft Enterprises Ltd.




 

My Support Forums

My Support Forums is the online community that was originally begun as the Psych Central Forums in 2001. It now runs as an independent self-help support group community for mental health, personality, and psychological issues and is overseen by a group of dedicated, caring volunteers from around the world.

 

Helplines and Lifelines

The material on this site is for informational purposes only, and is not a substitute for medical advice, diagnosis or treatment provided by a qualified health care provider.

Always consult your doctor or mental health professional before trying anything you read here.