Falling into the pit again

thank you..

it means a lot to me



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I am not worthy of your love
I am not worthy of life
Let me die
Let me die, just let me die

I saw your ending quote to "just let me die" - I feel that way most of the time but my T. is working with me on it. I have a promise that I won't do anything. I set short-term goals - like I am going to see the Dalai Lama in September so I have to keep going til then - then I will find a new goal to reach. I cannot remember a time in my life when I have really wanted to live - I am hoping that with my T. help and with meditation I can change my life around and discover happiness.

Mars

ya, I am about to change my quote again..

I just started a new class in church " Freedom In Christ" by Dr. Neil T. Anderson I am hoping it will help me find a new way to look at life, and hopefully get me away from thinking I am worthless and not wantin to live..

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I am not worthy of your love
I am not worthy of life
Let me die
Let me die, just let me die

I know something brought me in here since it's been quite a while since I've been here.

Oh, Dragus... don't be crying green scales! You are loved and wanted! Remember that little plan you told me about? Go for it, Girl! You're one of the best! If it doesn't work out soon, don't worry about it. Concentrate on getting better and it will eventually work out.

Your assignment: repeat in front of the mirror, daily, making eye contact with your reflection "I am loveable. I am loveable. I am loveable." No? Then try "I love myself. I love myself. I love myself." Ut! No arguments.

And as for dinner with Sky... uh... I'd ask her to make the arrangements. Don't tell her I told you, but she burned her soup the other night! teehee

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<font color=blue>"Our doubts are traitors and make us lose the good we oft might win by fearing to attempt" --Shakespeare</font color=blue>

Thank you sept..

I do appercite that kind words..

I have started feeling a little better, since I wrote this..
with all the heartfelt words from all of the members and even the quite ones, that just look.. I know you are there
It helps just to know, I am loved on here, and offline..

It makes it even better to here it once and awhile..

Thank you agian so much

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I am not worthy of your love
I am seeking worth
Let me find it now
Let me look for it with you
I am not worthy of your friendship
Help me to find it

{{{{{{{{ Lady Dragus}}}}}}}}

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Thank you Dexter..

I apperciate the hugs more than you know


<font color=blue>
I am not worthy of your love
I am seeking worth
Let me find it now
Let me look for it with you
I am not worthy of your friendship
Help me to find it