Falling into the pit again

???????

am I wanted on here?????
I feel like I have fallen and no one not only does not want me, but the drama I cause them hurts them now too

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I am not worthy of your love
I am not worthy of life
Let me die
Let me die, just let me die

(((((((((Lady Dragus)))))))))))

I sure as heck want you here. I've been busy with things going on and also my own attacks of depression so I haven't been posting as much...

But this place and the people here, people like you, are still very important to me.

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--http://www.idexter.com

((Lady)), I want you to know how much we care about you. I look forward to reading your posts and you have sent me some of the most special poems and words of encouragment that has truly touched my heart. I do not reply to posts a lot because my mind is so full and I am afraid to say the wrong thing. I do read though. I guess I dont want to say something; maybe the wrong advise as my opinions are not very clear right now.
I know we love having you hear and dont want to see u go. Keep posting; we all care. Your beauty shines everywhere and u have touched all of us.
Love;
Elizabeth

<font color=red>(((DRAGON)))) <font color=purple> of course you are needed...and wanted! If I only knew what dragons eat, I'd fix ya supper... no, on second thought, I'd just make the arrangements...

I tink you are kind and caring in a sincere way and I am sorry you are in so much pain. I love to read your posts and look forward to waht you have to say. Be safe, be peaceful.

OF COURSE you are wanted here, (((((((((((((((Trish))))))))))))))); that is the depression talking to you, eh?!! Sending you hugs and positive energy........

Fondly, Peanut

<font color=blue>HI FROM PEANUT</font color=blue>

yes it might be my derpssoin talking, but still at times I feel I do not fit in anywhere.. and lately I feel unworthy to be anywhere

<font color=red>
I am not worthy of your love
I am not worthy of life
Let me die
Let me die, just let me die

I will try, to be peaceful, safe is not a problem.. I have not had those kind of thoughts in a long while..

I have a contract that I will not break with my T, and I made a promise to someone I love dearly, not to cut anymore.. so I will not do it again..
Thank you for the concern..

<font color=red>
I am not worthy of your love
I am not worthy of life
Let me die
Let me die, just let me die

That little bitty gooberhead Peanut is right...that's just depression talking sweet LD. Look how many people care, and took the time to post...and more haven't even found the thread yet! And more are too depressed themselves to respond!! You are adored by many. We all look forward to seeing what you have to say, and to seeing how you are doing each day. Hear what WE say and banish those negative thoughts to some skanky dungeon!

Emmy

there are very few things I do not eat..
brussle sprouts, limabeans, orka, there is something else, but I can not recall it off the top of my head..

I love veggies.. of all kinds ext what is listed above..
I love some meat, chicken is my fav, and I love pasta, any kind except Wheat....

so just about that is what I eat

<font color=red>
I am not worthy of your love
I am not worthy of life
Let me die
Let me die, just let me die

Thank you Dexter......

Thank you a great deal.....

<font color=red>
I am not worthy of your love
I am not worthy of life
Let me die
Let me die, just let me die

((((((((((((((((( lost_lonely )))))))))))))))))))))))

Thank you.. so much.... .

<font color=red>
I am not worthy of your love
I am not worthy of life
Let me die
Let me die, just let me die

I will have to find my key to my """" skanky dungeon! """"" again, cause I had hid it so I would not hide there anymore, but I wil have to find it, and use it to throw these thougths in to since you have asked me to emma..

Thank you so much

<font color=red>
I am not worthy of your love
I am not worthy of life
Let me die
Let me die, just let me die

okay cooked or raw ? and hey, I didn't think dragons could fall into pits... they can fly! Don't you live in a cave instead? Get back into the cave, up high on the mountain and enjoy the view for a while.

Oh my goodness, Lady D, of course you are wanted here!

I am concerned whenever the people who post regularly don't check in -- because I know we all are suffering.

As for creating too much drama -- I had this silly thought. Imagine the drama a voyeur would find on our little list! If we weren't each living our own rather terribly and frightening emotional dramas, there wouldn't be a list. Which, on the one hand, would be a good thing -- because it would mean we weren't suffering anymore. And it would be a bad thing, bec. how would I find out how each of you were doing?

Plz keep on posting, Lovely Lady D.

Peace and blessings.

(((((((((((((((((Lady))))))))))))))))))))))))))) OF COURSE you are wanted. You are important and needed. You helped me out so many times. You are wonderful, my fire breathing friend. Please talk to us. Our turn to hold you up.

Thank you

<font color=red>
I am not worthy of your love
I am not worthy of life
Let me die
Let me die, just let me die

makes more sense each time I read this post..

Thank you wants2fly

<font color=red>
I am not worthy of your love
I am not worthy of life
Let me die
Let me die, just let me die

nope I can fall trust me..
after the phone call (look at other post)
trust me.. I can fall, just like normall people..
This dragon is a dragon but also human on the outside..
and she is hurting beyond words right now..

I love cooked and steamed veggies, either way..
Meat cooked of course..

<font color=red>
I am not worthy of your love
I am not worthy of life
Let me die
Let me die, just let me die

((((((((((((((((((Trish))))))))))))))))))

You are a very valued and loved member here! All these replies confirm that!

Love,
A sleepy Fuzzy

Thank you fuzzy..

I hope my sleepy fuzzy got the sleep you needed..
I know how hard it is to sleep..
Trust me.. I do

<font color=red>
I am not worthy of your love
I am not worthy of life
Let me die
Let me die, just let me die

((((((((((((Lady D))))))))))))

Please take care. Wishing you wellness and peace.
gg

((((Trish))))))
Of course you are needed here...so much!! You have helped me through so much and I know that you are considered to be a member of the board family. This is the depression talking honey! You are worth so much more then you will ever know.

Stay strong,
Jessica

<font color=blue>The worst is over now and we can breathe again
I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away
There’s so much left to learn, and no one left to fight
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain</font color=blue>
~Seether and Amy Lee

I will ..
Thank you ever so much



<font color=red>
I am not worthy of your love
I am not worthy of life
Let me die
Let me die, just let me die