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#252
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My kids are leaving the nest and my wife is at her wits end with me. My purpose is gone and I feel dead inside. Can't turn it around. Good luck everyone and hang in.
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#253
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Having a good day today.
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My heart has wi-fi and the password is Tom Petty. |
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#254
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I feel like God is losing and the devil is winning. Maybe it's time for me to stop caring until I get a sense of peace back. I'm not feeling fine. I'm feeling rotten and I'm starting to wonder if it's worth it.
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#255
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I had a very good sleep. I woke up feeling peaceful.
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#256
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I'm still feeling depressed, maybe guilty. Lately it seems like I'm doing things that are wrong. I feel like I'm in a twilight zone or in a dark hole.
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#257
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Everyone can do magic - Cassie Nightgale the good witch. Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live. This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak. In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living. Like love, it's how we know we're alive. And life goes on. That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries |
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#258
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Everyone can do magic - Cassie Nightgale the good witch. Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live. This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak. In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living. Like love, it's how we know we're alive. And life goes on. That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries |
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Everyone can do magic - Cassie Nightgale the good witch. Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live. This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak. In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living. Like love, it's how we know we're alive. And life goes on. That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries |
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#260
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I'm still doing well.
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I'm still feeling like I'm in a slump; and it seems like I'm never getting out of it. Things were going along fairly well for a good while until recently. I'm feeling like nothing's going right. I'm not feeling great about the place I live at now since things have recently gone downhill. Even though I feel depressed about my place now, it's ironic that I can hear people at my place sounding like they're having a good time.
I talked to my only friend I have about all of this but he doesn't seem to be understanding. I find it frustrating. Lately, his wife has been going though things. Last week she tripped and fell and had a big cut on her upper arm. And this morning, she noticed blood on her urine. She went to Urgent Care and they gave her anti-bionics. Once again, I have to say that it hasn't been a great year so far. |
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#262
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I'm doing so-so.
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It's very early in the morning now, but I am halfway done with doing the laundry. I'm feeling depressed and anxious as of now. There was a strange happening near my place around 4:30 this morning. I don't know what was going on. There was one guy cussing and using a flashlight, like he was looking for someone. And then, in a few minutes, it looked like he dropped a box off at one of the apartments across the street from me. Maybe it's a drug deal that went wrong.
It seems like the more the days go by, the more I'm hating where I live. I've lived here for four years. It's been good, but of course not perfect, for three years. But since the new year there's been a lot going on that's wrong. It's like this place is cursed. |
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#264
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I had hoped that I could manage in the real world now that I now that the flu has past.
It isn't so it is. I am very depressed and need to take one day at the time. ![]()
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#265
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Everyone can do magic - Cassie Nightgale the good witch. Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live. This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak. In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living. Like love, it's how we know we're alive. And life goes on. That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries |
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I'm up later than usual and I'm a little bit too tense to sleep. The weirdness at my place I've been posting about continues. Tonight at 9, while I was on the phone talking to my friend, I heard voices outside my window from anther room. I looked out and saw four policemen talking to one of my neighbors. I'm not clear on what it was about, but it sounded like that neighbor was telling the police that someone is shinning a light through his window.
I have a correction to make from to my last post I made this morning. As it turned out (or I found out), that there was a delivery to an apartment from a "well-known" company. It was all legit but it was still weird with what came with it. That "well-known" company does deliver around 4:30 AM if there's a special request for it. I just found out and didn't know it until now. I'm feeling weird for making this post, but let's face it, it's been a weird year. |
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I feel better today. May be the depressed feeling is connected to tiredness after being on antibiotica.
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#268
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Total apathy today. Not good.
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I had the most unsettling dream last night that my irl partner had dumped me. His explanation was, ‘We’ve been over for years but you won’t let go.’
Realistically. I know he’d never leave like that, but still. Ouch.
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Everyone can do magic - Cassie Nightgale the good witch. Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live. This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak. In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living. Like love, it's how we know we're alive. And life goes on. That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries |
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#271
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I'm still feeling down and anxious. I need someone to assure me things will be alright.
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Everyone can do magic - Cassie Nightgale the good witch. Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live. This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak. In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living. Like love, it's how we know we're alive. And life goes on. That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries |
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Everyone can do magic - Cassie Nightgale the good witch. Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live. This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak. In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living. Like love, it's how we know we're alive. And life goes on. That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries |
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#274
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I'm feeling okay today. I stayed pretty busy with different things. And I got to talk to my sister A.
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‘Live for now,’ ‘This too shall pass,’ ‘Everything is happening for my good.’ |
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As of now, I'm feeling a bit better. I felt like I had some depression and anxiety this morning. My right ear was stuffed with earwax. After breakfast, I went to a store to pick up a few needed things and then met someone I used to know. It was nice to talk to him. I hadn't seen him in years but it's funny that I had him in my mind a couple of days ago.
This afternoon I purchased a new stereo speakers and a sub-woofer. The one I have now is old and not working well. After that I flushed my earwax out and was successful. |
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