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Old Apr 12, 2008, 12:23 AM
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During the day I am ok, but at night I just lose it. I get super depressed since my boyfriend left.
I can't sleep in our bed because I want to reach over and cuddle with him, but he isn't there. I want him to hold me and tell me that everything is going to be ok. I just want him to hold me. I am so incredibly lonely.
I have talked to him and I know that one day we will be together again if it is meant to be, but right now I am miserable. We both agree that we need to work on ourselves, but I am having a hard time doing that. With him in California and me in Idaho I don't know when I will get to see him again.
I just don't want to wake up in the morning, ya know?
I am watching something funny, but I can't even laugh at it because I am too distracted by my sadness. I have been crying so hard that I can't even breathe.
I am SOOOO not dealing well I am SOOOO not dealing well I am SOOOO not dealing well I am SOOOO not dealing well I am SOOOO not dealing well I am SOOOO not dealing well I am SOOOO not dealing well I am SOOOO not dealing well I am SOOOO not dealing well I am SOOOO not dealing well I am SOOOO not dealing well I am SOOOO not dealing well I am SOOOO not dealing well I am SOOOO not dealing well I am SOOOO not dealing well I am SOOOO not dealing well
Don't need any response or anything, I just really wanted to vent some.

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Old Apr 12, 2008, 01:00 AM
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(((((((((((((((((BJ))))))))))))))))))))))))

I get more depressed at night too. Sucks I am SOOOO not dealing well I'm sorry your boyfriend left ... that really sucks. Safe hugs and good thoughts to you.
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Old Apr 12, 2008, 06:31 AM
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((((((((((((( BJ ))))))))))))))
I am SOOOO not dealing well I am SOOOO not dealing well I am SOOOO not dealing well
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Old Apr 12, 2008, 09:14 AM
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Thank you Christina and Fuzzybear.
I feel a little better this morning, but still bummed out.
Hopefully when the sun comes out I will feel even better?!

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Old Apr 12, 2008, 02:30 PM
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((((((((((((BJ)))))))))))) i'd really like to kick his butt...but more than anything i wish there was a way i could make you feel better?

here's all i know how...

I am SOOOO not dealing well I am SOOOO not dealing well I am SOOOO not dealing well I am SOOOO not dealing well I am SOOOO not dealing well I am SOOOO not dealing well I am SOOOO not dealing well I am SOOOO not dealing well I am SOOOO not dealing well I am SOOOO not dealing well I am SOOOO not dealing well I am SOOOO not dealing well I am SOOOO not dealing well I am SOOOO not dealing well I am SOOOO not dealing well I am SOOOO not dealing well I am SOOOO not dealing well I am SOOOO not dealing well I am SOOOO not dealing well I am SOOOO not dealing well
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Old Apr 12, 2008, 08:05 PM
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Thanks KJ...it helps.
I just really get scared as the sun goes down because I KNOW that things are about to get bad.
Kinda like impending doom or something...ya know?

Thanks again....

BJ
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Old Apr 12, 2008, 08:06 PM
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pm me any time ya need ok? if it helps i'll give you my e-mail addy? hang in there, just remember you're worth it! I am SOOOO not dealing well
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Old Apr 12, 2008, 08:14 PM
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Thanks....you are too kind. I would appreciate having your email and then I can give you mine, too.
Not sure I know how to PM, though....never did it before.I am SOOOO not dealing well
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Old Apr 12, 2008, 08:18 PM
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i just sent you a pm telling you how to pm...lol I am SOOOO not dealing well
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Old Apr 12, 2008, 08:29 PM
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