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During the day I am ok, but at night I just lose it. I get super depressed since my boyfriend left.
I can't sleep in our bed because I want to reach over and cuddle with him, but he isn't there. I want him to hold me and tell me that everything is going to be ok. I just want him to hold me. I am so incredibly lonely. I have talked to him and I know that one day we will be together again if it is meant to be, but right now I am miserable. We both agree that we need to work on ourselves, but I am having a hard time doing that. With him in California and me in Idaho I don't know when I will get to see him again. I just don't want to wake up in the morning, ya know? I am watching something funny, but I can't even laugh at it because I am too distracted by my sadness. I have been crying so hard that I can't even breathe. ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Don't need any response or anything, I just really wanted to vent some. BJ
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(((((((((((((((((BJ))))))))))))))))))))))))
I get more depressed at night too. Sucks ![]()
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((((((((((((( BJ ))))))))))))))
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Thank you Christina and Fuzzybear.
I feel a little better this morning, but still bummed out. Hopefully when the sun comes out I will feel even better?! BJ
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((((((((((((BJ)))))))))))) i'd really like to kick his butt...but more than anything i wish there was a way i could make you feel better? here's all i know how... ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() |
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Thanks KJ...it helps.
I just really get scared as the sun goes down because I KNOW that things are about to get bad. Kinda like impending doom or something...ya know? Thanks again.... BJ
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pm me any time ya need ok? if it helps i'll give you my e-mail addy? hang in there, just remember you're worth it! ![]() |
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Thanks....you are too kind. I would appreciate having your email and then I can give you mine, too.
Not sure I know how to PM, though....never did it before. ![]() BJ
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i just sent you a pm telling you how to pm...lol ![]() |
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