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Apr 23, 2008, 09:24 AM
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I am not sure about anything anymore, I don't even know where to start, not like anyone would want to hear my crap. Just really tired of everything, all i want is some peace some rest and just to be ****** happy just one freakin day.
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#2
Apr 23, 2008, 09:41 AM
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its ok to vent and wish here.... i hope you get it purplebutterfly
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Apr 23, 2008, 09:45 AM
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(((((((PurpleButterfly)))))))))))
Feel free to vent here if it will help you feel better. 
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#4
Apr 23, 2008, 09:53 AM
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i would want to hear ((Purplebutterfly)) ...and it does help to post. hoping you feel better soon. 
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#5
Apr 23, 2008, 09:53 AM
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Sorry, I am just not in a good place right now. I hate myself like this.
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#6
Apr 23, 2008, 09:58 AM
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we dont hate you purple... we can listen ... feels better sometimes to tell others about it....
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Apr 23, 2008, 10:07 AM
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I just posted in bipolar, that i am going off my meds cold turkey they don't help at all and the Pdoc doesn't want to go up on my meds or even try to help lately. I am so sorry I don't even know why I posted in the first place today, I am angry, depressed, all the things that lead me to (SI). Why do I have to be like this, Why can someone give me an answer to that.
       
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#8
Apr 23, 2008, 10:12 AM
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life can be very painful purplebutterfly... it saddens me that it is this way for so many at times..
i wish it wasnt this way too if that helps.. wish i could wave my magic wand and make it all go away for you... all i can really do is care that you dont hurt yourself cause inside of you i know there is a beautiful person trying to come out... |
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#9
Apr 23, 2008, 10:24 AM
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all i can do right now
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#10
Apr 23, 2008, 10:25 AM
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i will stay with you awhile if thats ok... |
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#11
Apr 23, 2008, 10:33 AM
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Dreams
There once was a pure boy who wanted to fly, As once there was a butterfly who wanted to walk among men. Each, troubled by their dreams did what boys and butterflies do. Realites uncertain, natures drives the same, As the acts proceeded, each dreamed of the others place. The curtain drew, As boy became a man, And the butterfly flew away. Lenny (2001) You can fly dear purple,,,but lets get your wings straight first... OK? We care very much. Lenny
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#12
Apr 23, 2008, 10:43 AM
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Thanks, I just dont want to bother anyone. Sorry I am just so down and not feeling like I am worth anything. I feel like going away for the weekend and not coming back to work. Just staying somewhere, running away from it all.
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#13
Apr 23, 2008, 10:48 AM
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i bet you do feel that way... i've felt that way too... i would imagine the places i would go where there were no worries to follow me.... it was a good feeling for a few minutes...
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#14
Apr 23, 2008, 10:49 AM
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</font><blockquote><div id="quote"><font class="small">Quote:</font>
purplebutterfly said: Thanks, I just dont want to bother anyone. </div></font></blockquote><font class="post"> It would only be a bother if you didn't bother. It is why we are all here,,,,, to be a tee pee. Every stick holds up every other... I thank you for your stick Purple... Lenny
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I have only one conclusion,,and that is things change too quickly for me to draw them.... Sobriety date...Halloween 1989. I was plucked from hell...and treat this gift as if it is the only one... |
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#15
Apr 23, 2008, 10:52 AM
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yea but reality hits hard
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Apr 23, 2008, 10:55 AM
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you can change your reality.... it can really happen... it takes time and effort, but it can really happen
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Apr 23, 2008, 10:55 AM
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Hit back...
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I have only one conclusion,,and that is things change too quickly for me to draw them.... Sobriety date...Halloween 1989. I was plucked from hell...and treat this gift as if it is the only one... |
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Apr 23, 2008, 11:14 AM
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It's just my mood right now,I am sorry for everything. I guess I am just feeling sorry for myself, Right now I am unattractive, overweight, very moody person on the verge of cutting and so angry at my life. I am venting yes, sorry I do not know what else to do. I feel like I am not worth anyone's time here. Yes I am deeply depressed and no Im not suicidal, just hating myself and angry and depressed and all sorts of things going on in my head at one time, is it possible to have all kinds of feelings going on at one time, I wish I didn't have feelings at all, I can't take these feelings anymore. Argggggggggg....whew
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Apr 23, 2008, 11:25 AM
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((purplebutterfly))))))
its ok... it is going to pass.... ok to be you... |
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Apr 23, 2008, 11:30 AM
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Thanks for your kind words.
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#21
Apr 23, 2008, 11:33 AM
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no problem, im just hanging out... i can understand depression after 30 years of it a little bit, in my own way... im not going anywhere soon, so me and others can sit with you awhile if it helps...
you're not a problem, youre a part of the community... |
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#22
Apr 23, 2008, 11:34 AM
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Sorry you feel so bad right now. I wish I could help.
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#23
Apr 23, 2008, 11:37 AM
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((((((((((((((purplebutterfly))))))))))))))
I'm sorry you are feeling so down.
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#24
Apr 23, 2008, 07:50 PM
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I have been where you are before....It sucks! I know how it feels to think that things are never going to change, things will always be this bad. That isn't true, though. It took me many many years to find meds that worked and a T that I like and can deal with my issues.
I am 33 now and JUST last year I found the right meds and the right T. I just wanted you to know that you are not alone and things do get better in time...in the mean time it is very very very hard. I sure hope you find something that works for you! BJ
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Apr 24, 2008, 08:15 PM
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