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Old Jun 18, 2008, 12:27 PM
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one thing after another...

there's NOTHING left of me!

if I only could escape from it all!

trying so hard not to cry out my agony around the children... but I fail...
I fail...

pushed up in a corner... hard... so hard...

no no no

this is too much!

yes... this is a cry for help

sorry

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Old Jun 18, 2008, 12:41 PM
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I'm sorry things are so bad, here for you and holding your hand (look I even trimmed my claws) Can't take this life no more... Can't take this life no more...
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Old Jun 18, 2008, 01:00 PM
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((((((((daynnight))))))))

Hang in there. I know it's tough, but your emotions are not permanent--they will get better if you give it time. Talk it out here if you can; we'll be listening.

Take care,

Can't take this life no more... Can't take this life no more... Can't take this life no more...

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Old Jun 18, 2008, 01:16 PM
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Can't take this life no more... Can't take this life no more... Can't take this life no more... Can't take this life no more... Can't take this life no more...
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Old Jun 18, 2008, 01:26 PM
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I'm so sorry that you are suffering. Can't take this life no more... Do you want to talk about what's going on? Are your children home from respite? What can we do to help you? We are here and we care.
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Old Jun 18, 2008, 01:37 PM
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(((daynnight)))

Sorry things are so incredibly bad right now, I have 2 free shoulders available if you need them!

Can't take this life no more...

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Old Jun 18, 2008, 02:06 PM
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so sorry you feel so bad ..... always here for you ......

holding your hand, i wish i could help in some way .... Kerry xoxoxoxoxoxoxo
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Old Jun 18, 2008, 06:08 PM
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my words are gone...
tears all around...

sorry
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Old Jun 18, 2008, 08:00 PM
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It's so difficult especially with children around. When they see you cry they feel they are the ones causing your sadness.

I'm a frog of little brain so I have no answers. Realize we are here to listen. Perhaps venting to us will release some of the tensions your feeling.

Understand that many of us have been where you are now.
We know you feel isolated and alone but we are here for you.

Can't take this life no more... ((((( daynnight ))))) Can't take this life no more...
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Old Jun 18, 2008, 08:25 PM
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come back to us and tell us what you would like to ... we understand your sadness and pain....

As kebsfroggy said, and jinnyanne, fuzzy, bestkids2, John, Gimmace, daynight, and any others agree, many of us have been there and realize the isolation and lonliness and are here to support you..

Let us hear from you as we already care, wherever you are, however you feel, whatever you need to do.

peace tonight,
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Old Jun 20, 2008, 01:44 PM
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Thank you all for being so caring towards me!

Changed my meds yesterday... hope that will help

For the first time I feel like I want to listen to the psychologist and go to the hospital to stay a few days to rest and really sort out my meds.... At the same time it would be no rest for me having to use the bathroom there... sleep in another bed... OCD-triggers.

I can't go... I have to take care of especially our son who's in a bad place right now and struggling with having to go to the respite. I also have to keep an eye on and guide the respite personal... That sounds horrible, I know... but that's how it is... they are supposed to be professionals but the don't know how to treat him in so many ways.
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Old Jun 20, 2008, 04:19 PM
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I'm sorry things are so hard for you right now, perhaps considering going inpatient would be a good idea. I went inpatient for 7 weeks last summer and it was one of the best things I ever did for myself. It gave my pdoc a chance to sort out my meds while monitoring me very closely and me a chance to focus entirely on myself.

If it's something you really need to do, then I'm sure you can work something out around your children and respite care. After all you'll be able to be a better parent to them, if you're emotionally healthy.

Take care.

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Old Jun 21, 2008, 12:57 PM
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((((((daynnight)))) I know it's hard, but you'll make it through.

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Old Jun 22, 2008, 08:14 PM
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I so admire you!!!

xoxoxoxoxo

peace and comfort,
night

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