So hard to continue day by day...

I feel numb... but yet very sad.
The feeling of everything seemingly being unreal is doing my head in.
Who am I on this planet Earth?

I feel so lonely... and yet I have no words to say to my friends.

((((((((((((((((Nina)))))))))))))))))))))

so sorry you are feeling this way sweetie. I have no words toease the pain except know it will pass .... you are strong, you will overcome this, you have done it so many times dear one ..... Kerry xoxoxoxoxoxo

(((((((((((((( Nina ))))))))))))))
Keep reaching out, so many care about you, you are important!

I "hate" reaching out! I'm not use to it. But... I just feel so horribly lonely and my existence feel pointless...

Am I "only" my children's mother???

((((((( jiiny & Fuzzy )))))))

you are a wonderful mother, but you are also a wonderful person in your own right .... you are talented, stronger than you think, caring .... you always have others' needs in mind .... you are kind and a special friend ... don't let these negative thoughts get you down Nina, think of all the good things you have ..... and all your friends too ...... you are loved. Gentle hugs, Kerry xoxoxoxoxoxo

maybe if you think it may help you, try and think of some positive things about yourself? You said you had children? That is something positive in itself, you are a massive inspiration to your child(rens) life(s). What are your talents? Can you draw, sing, good athlete?

I wish you all the best, Molly

(((((((((((( daynnight ))))))))))))))
I am sorry that you are feeling bad right now.

(((daynnight)))

I'm sorry also that you feel so sad.

When I am down like this, I try to remember what I was like at a different time.
Say 19, when I was strong, (stupidly) fearless, and worked to get what i wanted and needed. And did. Before the bad stuff started dragging me down, there was a time I was filled with dreams, and good intentions. That's where I go and re-visit.

It might help. Try it. Remember when you felt so much better.

Then the trick is, to own it for yourself right now.
The next thought is the one that changes everything.
I hope you can allow it in.

Problem is, i forget this too.

Friends help us remember that we can think differently, to be happier, improve, do better, or become as peaceful as possible.

This is why I better write this out somewhere and keep it around.
I also need to remember all I am capable of, and all that I am ... not by others definitions, but from my own actualized life.

The qualities you have and the lovely person you are is what matters most, along with how responsible you have chosen to be by way of being a Mom, and the things about you that you might miss right now - it's all waiting in the wings for you , to be reclaimed and take you further along our journey, in peace.

Hope you bounce back soon ...

love,
night

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Thanks for the advice given... I'll keep walking if so on my knees.

What would I do without you, my friends?!

((((((((((((((((((( Nina ))))))))))))))))))

(((((((((( Sabby )))))))))))))

Thank you, my dear friend!