bleh

<font color="blue"> Not feeling good tonight.
I feel like i'm going to crash.
I'm at home, maybe that's the reason?
I was fine for most of the day, and now I just feel like [censored].
Don't think i'm going to cry.
It's likely just from coming off the Remeron, and i've barely come down off of it yet, only at 30mg... I wonder what it will be for me at 15mg?
Worse then this?
[censored] I hope not.
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So sorry things arent doing well for you !!! I think im going out tomorrow and buying lots of stuffed animals so i can cuddle with. Anyways. so I wish i could give ya a big hug to that would take it all away.
Know we care!

sundance:

Is there nothing the docs can do to help you? Perhaps a med to take the edge off of it all? I am extremely worried about your state of mind and I feel so bad for you that you have to feel this way. No one should ever have to feel that way.

Sending positive thoughts your way. Know I'm thinking of you and you're not alone.

Take Care of yourself,
Kimberly.

(((Sundance))))
We are here for you. I am worried about you and I hope that everything is ok.

Jessica

Thinking of you, I hope you're ok ... ((((((((((((((((((((sundance))))))))))))))))))))

<font color="blue">I was frustrated when I wrote this post because I was feeling really crappy from weening off the Remeron.. and today for once I finally didn't really get any withdrawal while on the 30mg's so I'm dropping down to 15mg tonight, stay like that for a couple days then onto Effexor.

Been pretty stressed out lately, anxiety is still up, my depression has been pretty steady, had my bout and I wrote about that on here obviously. My computer all went to hell so had to start from scratch.

The only thing really is anxiety, driving me nuts.
Depression is minimal, off and on but mostly off. I can deal with the depression when it occurs the anxiety is just too much though. </font>

Sundance:

I don't know maybe this has been addressed before, but can you not be supplemented with another med such as Valium or Xanax ??? Atleast to get you through the rough spots. I know what you mean about dealing with the depression, I've had it most of my life, but just started getting treatment. The anxiety is what got me too, when the panic and anxiety became too much, I had to take action, so I can understand how you must be feelings right now. Still sending those good thoughts your way. Hope you get some relief soon.

Take Care of yourself,
Kimberly.

I've been on tranqulizers before and pefer not to be on them.

The reason why my anxiety is so high right now isn't just because of the food anxiety i've been getting quite often but because my current medication that i'm on just stopped working for me, tried to up the dose to see if that helped, it didn't... so time to ween myself off of it and get onto Effexor. But since i've been on meds that hasn't helped me for about 3 or 4 weeks now I haven't been doing so well.

I am also can be really senstive to side effects etc, and so that's what I'm experiencing now in a sense. This morning was the first morning I woke up feeling ok since I went down to 30mg of remeron, took 3 or 4 days though..so now dropping down to 15mg, and i'm not too happy about that because now I just assume i'm going to feel like crap tomorrow.

It's just really frustrating because sometimes now the anxiety is too much but i'm handling it as best I can with reading my don't panic book again, relaxation/abdominal breathing and self talk.. and if I am having a terrible time I can call my psychiatrist.

It's off and on and that's fine. Not so much really panicky, but I do get symptoms daily, but I did anyways, thats GAD for ya... but at least I was still able to go out and do whatever I wanted, but now since I've been feeling like this I haven't wanted to go out and do anything...