[wishfulmuscle]

i asked for help with my ed.
i asked 2 months ago and nothing has happened.
i cant do it alone and no one will help me.

i just hate myself for my lack of control with EVERYTHING. and i hate myself for having a stupid disease that is out of my control.

if i have to live like this, i dont watn to live. all i do is cry, binge, purge, cry. i have no life and no friends anymore..

[DOWNINNATICK]

Hi Wishful;

Sorry you feel so bad, when you're down it seems like everything is out of you control and there is nothing you can do. The first thing you can do is stop hurting and being so hard on yourself, and the second is to go and ask for help again, people sometimes forget, because they get caught up in there life and forget us. If you still need more help, seek it please, life is too short.

I wish you happiness, love and control.

[JimWriter]

I'm so sorry for you. I hope you find the help you so desperately need and want.

[nightbird]

me too.

so sorry you feel this.

have you tried our forum here where people with ED congregate more?

Look further down the forum, and a little past half way, you will find an area that starts with psychotherapy, depression, anxiety ... and it goes on from there.

There is a group with this as their main issue over there who would be more than happy to help you.

Also, do you have a therapist. That is wonderful support and someone to guide you along and look over your care. That would be good too!

Ayway, welcome and thanks for letting us know you want to be heard.

I hear you.

peace and comfort,
nightbird