[codina]

Hi everyone, I was trying to find a place where I could get some support. I am a member of a few other boards but I don't feel very comfortable saying what I want to say or that they would understand.

I am currently 7 months pregnant and in the military. My husband is stationed 1,000 miles away. I find myself very angry and depressed ALL the time...to the point where I'm thinking about leaving the world after my daughter is born.

My husband has been mentally abusive to me...we've been married 1 year and I have a history of depression. He has put me in a bad financial situation due to him spending my money and has also cheated on me. We have never lived together since we got married apart. He is due to get out of the military in Feb.

So, you see, I have lot of anger and no friends or support. I don't hardly leave the house except for work. I talked to a counselor for a while but we mainly talked about my abusive childhood and then stopped seeing her.

I hoped maybe I could make some friends on here and get a little support...I feel like I'm drowning.

[DOWNINNATICK]

Hi Codina;

Welcome to the group, sorry about everything your going through but glad you found us. Try to think about your baby, she/he will need you so if you are feeling that bad, please seek help. Maybe you need to find a new counselor to will work on your current problems, you don't need to put up with any kind of abuse, and neither does your child.

Take care!

A greeting card for you.

http://www.castlemountains.com/index...=434&type_id=2

[codina]

Thank you!