[skeeweeaka]

That really says it all....this is a rant! I'm just dang tired...really tired of all of this of barely surviving. Tired of barely getting out of bed. Tired of struggling just to appear normal when in fact I'm losing it! Tired of nothing ever getting any better. Tired of seeing doctor after docgtor and nothing changing.... Tired of being a ginnea pig for the pharmaceutical compannies... Tired of night fall coming and falling apart every night....after barely surviving another day.... Just tired!

TJ

[tavares7]

The first half of that, I can completely relate to.

Just hang in there =]
sometimes, it's all we can do.

[DOWNINNATICK]

I know it's hard, but you need to give yourself credit for getting up, getting dress and making it through a day. I know it's hard, and unfortunately doctors don't know much about this illness and what will work on us, so we become ginnea pigs till they find the right one. It does suck that they have to do this, a counselor I had said they are confused to about what to give, and that he was sorry, but it's a hit and miss treatment, I face the same thing with my headaches.
Being sleepy is just the illness making your body rest and trying to heal, so don't be so hard on yourself and give yourself time to heal.

[skeeweeaka]

Thanks, I really appreciate your kind words...everyone else is sick of me an so am I....

TJ

[jrae]

<font color="blue"> i completely know what it's like. i too am a test dummie with all the meds i've tired. and not a single one has helped. i am also sick and tired of being sick and tired... i think part of me has stopped trying because nothing seems to work. i guess all we can do is pray for better days! </font>

[Fuzzybear]

[Sannah]

Hi Skee, I am sorry that you are feeling bad. For myself what I found is that I had to help myself and this is what I did. No doc or therapist could do it for me. I used insight from my therapists and worked and worked it (plus gathered info from reading). I believe that we all got to these places because of our environment when we were developing as children. What I did was figure out what went wrong with that development with me and then fixed it. It's almost like a computer. You get what you program into it. Just get rid of the bad programming and replace it with good programming.

[Clandestine]

I know right. I wanna share this rant. I'm so freaking tired. SO TIREEDDDD. I hear you. ;[

<font color="purple">Clandestine</font>

[Angel_of_the_Past]

(((((skee)))))
I will keep you in my prayers.
Hugs from Angel