[skeeweeaka]

I found out my Aunt passed away.... It has been a difficult week since then. I have been mostly sleeping and trying to forget about it, make it go away. I haven't called my mother because I don't want to talk about it. My sister called and I talked about it a little but don't really want to talk about it any more...she called again and I didn't call her back. My brother called and wanted to talk about it but I didn't want to talk about it. I wish it away...!!!

I know they want me to go to the funeral but i can't. I feel weak because I can't go or won't go. I would rather remember people as I see them in my head the last time I saw them, not in a casket. My anxiety is high, tension all around. My dd has been suffering through me. She says I've been mean to her all week and she is right...irritable...depressed....and don't know what to do about it...angry. As my therapist says, "what am I angry about!" Well...everything would be the answer....happiness just doesn't seem to be in me!

TJ

[Angel_of_the_Past]

Hugs and prayers-Angel

[onlymedid]

I'm so sorry for your loss. I don't think you should have to talk about it if you don't want to. Your family needs to respect YOUR wishes on what you want to do because not everyone deals with loss in the same way.

BJ

[DOWNINNATICK]

Sorry for your loss, it can be a very sad and stressful time, but at some point it might be good to talk about it and release your feelings, you can talk about the good times you had with her and how she lived, not how she died. But it will take time and she wouldn't want you to hide and be sad long on because of her.

Here is a hug to get you through the hard times.

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[puckyjan56]

TJ sorry to hear about your aunt, my prayers are with you. ...........pj56...........xxoo

[agony007]

truly sorry for your loss..

-agony