[ariesmars]

I don't care anymore i wish it was over. i got denied for disibiliy and income help. I am unemployed again, i called my T last night at 2:30am just to say the sleep meds are not helping and the nurse called today and acted upset that I have tried 3 different meds and they are not working for me. it not like a med will work with every single person. i been in a car accident and suffered a brain injury so my sleep is not right, maybe no med with help me. I feel my T is not really wanting to help me, it is just a job and she has to deal with the weirdos that she gets like me. it is just about money. they just listen to you and judge you and those that give out meds want to give you the cheapest not want the person needs. i am soppose to see my T tomorrow, but a message I got says i am to reshudels. as far as i am concerned i'm down with meds and therapy. it is like i can research and learn about my problems myself i don't need others to tell me what is wrong with me.

[DOWNINNATICK]

Hi Ariesmars;

Sorry you are not doing well and that you feel like giving up, but don't you are worth it and you are not a weirdo. If you don't feel your therapist is helping you, you should find another one, you shouldn't stop going to one, they can help it they are good. Sorry about your finances, I'm heading into the same problem, but don't give up, things will get better.

Take care, and please continue to see a therapist.

[nowheretorun]

i hope things improve for you aries... you are not a weirdo.. reading about your conditions will help a lot i think... is there a library nearby? sometimes i read here at PC to get an idea about my own feelings cause others can express it better than i can right now... are there local groups you can join? i imagine there are others in your area also struggling.. anyone outside the system but in human services who might be able to help? sometimes there are human service groups we havent yet discovered..

[ariesmars]

i just don't know. just so sad and lonely. i like to cry but i can't get it out.

[DOWNINNATICK]

Hi Ariesmars;

I know how you are feeling, I just don't know how I'm going to get through the day right now, all I want to do is cry, so maybe we can sit together and let it out. Let's go sit by a lake, I'll bring the fruit smoothies and the kleenex, just escape from it all. I find christian music helps me a little or some meditation music. I hope you feel better soon!

[missboots]

Aries, I know how you are feeling! I felt that way last week. Just rember their is always a rainbow after a storm.

[nowheretorun]

we're listening aries, its hard to feel empowered sometimes.. it might have something to do with our environment failing to support us.... at times like this you really need to look down inside yourself and give yourself the encouragement that you don seem to be receiving from others... never doubt the good in you aries... it just really hurts a lot right now..

[cafegrrrl]

I don't really have anything to say but I'm right there with you....I too just lost my job a month or so ago and I never had any probs until after my car accident. And that was a while ago.

I have yet to apply for disability because i'm scared of what will or won't happen.

All i can really say is that i can relate and it REALLY SUCKS ARSE.
I guess the point i'm trying to make is, if you ever want someone to complain to or whatever, you can pm me.

[kebsfroggy]

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Does that answer your question

It can be so frustrating. meds, therapy, meds, therapy.
As a frog of little brain I'm not sure anything works. Sometimes treating yourself to some TLC is more effective than any treatment.

[cupcake4]

<font color="purple"> </font> NO DO NOT GIVE UP.IF I GAVE UP LIKE I WANTED TO I WOULD BE DEAD TODAY.DEATH IS NOT THE ANSWER.

[ariesmars]

OK, i'll stick with it, because everyone else knows best.