make it stop!!

i am so close to giving up right now. i am so alone. i keep having these disturbing nightmares and i cant sleep anymore. i got sooo close to going to get help today, but when i got there i just got scared and left. all i want to do is cry. i just broke down and havent stopped crying for the past couple hours. i hate this..i hate that this is happening to me. its not fair...i feel like theres nothing to live for anymore. so why am i still here? i just dont know anything anymore...im a failure. im doing awful in school and just want to drop out. theres no point in me trying anymore...with anything, because i ALWAYS fail in the end. im sick of feeling like everything i do is wrong. blaaahhh i just want all of this to stop!!! i want my old life back. i hate feeling this way ALLLLLL the time. ok im just talking so ill stop.

(((((((((lmg103))))))))))) Please don't give up! Try again tomorrow to go inside for help. I have been where you are right now with feeling there is no purpose, no reason, nothing but pain and tears. I can't believe you are a failure. Failure indicates you have given up trying. Please hold on, try again tomorrow knowing you aren't alone. I will be thinking of you and sending you good wishes for success.

Im here too!!!! dont give up.

if i can do it. you can too!!!! sending positive vibes your way

and hugs too!

Colleen

Dear lmg,

I am so sorry you are in so much pain. You mentioned you started to get some help in school today, a counselor maybe. Great idea for tomorrow.
You could share you thoughts & feelings and maybe find some direction & guidance so you won't have to hurt so deeply.

Please keep posting you are nott alone, we are all here for you {{{{{{{{{{lmg}}}}}}}}}}}}!

Much Love,
Holmes xoxox