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Old Dec 15, 2008, 03:57 AM
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Why's it haunt me like this?
I don't wanna be here, I really don't... I'm not happy in the slightest and I never will be... it's all killing me!! Slowly! So, why don't I just do it (don't worry... I won't really do it.)... and why not... 'cause I'm a coward!

and I'm gonna chop my head off if I don't get better.... 3 and a half weeks i've been ill... it's driving me nuts

oh look at state o' me I'm sorry... I'm a complete wreck

never mind




and 'they' won't leave me alone either
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Old Dec 15, 2008, 05:45 AM
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Old Dec 15, 2008, 06:01 AM
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(((((((prue)))))))) thanks sweety



I can't stand this... I'm going mad... I'm so alone... noone to talk to, no mates to go out with, no nothing... right now I'm in bed ill, incredibly lonely and just... I can't describe the pain...

I think what makes it more lonely is that yeh, I have family... but I really don't (long story)
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Old Dec 15, 2008, 06:13 AM
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molly u always have me...always lets we get through this together...you always have everyone here too w all care for you..
sometimes we feel so lonely and when we sick it make that feeling get so worse coz noone care for us but its okay ...just think iam on ur heart so u always have me...and u always have angels beside you and will protect you always...
i hope i could fly and right now iam there beside you to hold you till you get better...
hope u will get better soon molly..

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Old Dec 15, 2008, 06:41 AM
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molly molly mollyI know all too the feeling of lonliness, of missing, of feeling incomplete. I am so very sorry that you are still experiencing it. You do have people you can go out with, though. You have that group you were a part of for table tennis, you have whoever you went out with a couple weeks ago. You don't feel like you have them, you feel like you are bother or a let down or no fun. But they are available--not to pour your heart out to but to lift the burdens from your heart for a little bit so you can have fun. I'm sorry you have been physically ill for weeks--does it by any chance have to do with how little you've been eating? Please honey take care of you. You are so important. Maybe while you are laid up you can call various resources to help you find housing to get out from under "them", too. I hope you start feeling better soon, hon. You know we are here for you.
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Old Dec 15, 2008, 07:12 AM
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Old Dec 15, 2008, 11:22 AM
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Silver_Moon, there are so many of us here who care about you.. So many.. I knwo how horrible it ca be to be laid up in bed, ill, feeling like there's no-one to talk to, or call, or see or anything.. I've been like this for a few weeks too and it's an awful feeling.. but you do have us here and you can PM me any time you need to chat and there are many people from support forums that I have met and given my number to because they have felt so alone. I will always be here to give you the support you need, even if I'm not in the best of places myself. Because I know that I can handle it now..

There are always going to be days that you feel lonely and down, but that does NOT make you weak honey!! Just from some of the posts you've written on my threads, I can tell that you rae a lovely person and someone that I would ver y much like ot have as a friend. I hope you start to feel better soon, honey, but always remember.. We're all here for you..

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Old Dec 15, 2008, 12:30 PM
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I am sorry that you are still not feeling well, I agree with cantstopcrying can you maybe use this time to contact some housing agencies to try to get out of your current living arrangement.
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Old Dec 15, 2008, 05:12 PM
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molly molly mollyI know all too the feeling of lonliness, of missing, of feeling incomplete. I am so very sorry that you are still experiencing it. You do have people you can go out with, though. You have that group you were a part of for table tennis, you have whoever you went out with a couple weeks ago. You don't feel like you have them, you feel like you are bother or a let down or no fun. But they are available--not to pour your heart out to but to lift the burdens from your heart for a little bit so you can have fun. I'm sorry you have been physically ill for weeks--does it by any chance have to do with how little you've been eating? Please honey take care of you. You are so important. Maybe while you are laid up you can call various resources to help you find housing to get out from under "them", too. I hope you start feeling better soon, hon. You know we are here for you.
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(((((((((((((( molly ))))))))))))))))

I am sorry that you are still not feeling well, I agree with cantstopcrying can you maybe use this time to contact some housing agencies to try to get out of your current living arrangement.
Housing... I can't... there's no way I can afford anything and I'd be too scared to be completely on my own. This friend I went out with the other week... I guess you could say she's my only 'friend', but it's not always great 'cause she can be really harsh... ugh I'm just ungrateful
If I tried to go for housing supported by someone else my mum wouldn't be very happy and my dad would... well who's to know really
oh I don't know... I wouldn't know where to start

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Silver_Moon, there are so many of us here who care about you.. So many.. I knwo how horrible it ca be to be laid up in bed, ill, feeling like there's no-one to talk to, or call, or see or anything.. I've been like this for a few weeks too and it's an awful feeling.. but you do have us here and you can PM me any time you need to chat and there are many people from support forums that I have met and given my number to because they have felt so alone. I will always be here to give you the support you need, even if I'm not in the best of places myself. Because I know that I can handle it now..

There are always going to be days that you feel lonely and down, but that does NOT make you weak honey!! Just from some of the posts you've written on my threads, I can tell that you rae a lovely person and someone that I would ver y much like ot have as a friend. I hope you start to feel better soon, honey, but always remember.. We're all here for you..

Kirsten x
Thank you ((((((((((Kirsten))))))))))) I know you're struggling too, so to get those kind words from you is lovely...





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