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Dec 31, 2008, 07:21 AM
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can't
REALLY REALLY CAN'T
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Dec 31, 2008, 07:25 AM
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  I've just been to support chat just so I could talk to someone, but chat keeps freezing on me even worse state now sorry to make matters worse, I've just recieved my second questionnaire to fill in (to send of before my 'initial assesment' so I can see a T). I can't do it I have to talk about my dad.... can't do thatI have to talk about important relationships.... CAN'T do that I have to talk about my nightmares.... I can't do that, I really can't do that, I can't bare thinking about them 'cause they're so awful I feel sick 
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Dec 31, 2008, 07:30 AM
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Please ring your GP right now silver. Let them help you. 
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Dec 31, 2008, 07:35 AM
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((((((((((molly))))))))))
if chat didnt works u can pm me i will reply .... i know u can ...never give up molly
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Dec 31, 2008, 08:21 AM
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Why don't my family care. I'm not even allowed to cry because of them.
The doc can't do anything more, she keeps telling me. All I can do is wait. I can't do anything, I've tried loads of things, loads of thiings to occupy my mind and nothing works.... listen to me, I'm so ***** ungrateful
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Dec 31, 2008, 08:27 AM
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(((((((( silver moon )))))))))
 Your GP can do more, you need to be honest with her/him. Your Doctor can get you into hospital for a short break. I know that might sound scary, but this has been going on long enough now. Ring your Doctor and let them know how desperate things are now. I'm worried for you and you need a place of safety.
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Dec 31, 2008, 08:46 AM
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Fieldhead is no safer than here.
Two professional people have told me that that would only be the very last resort because they don't believe I'd cope there (and I know I won't) Yeh I need a short break, but a peaceful break and there's no such place. This is another reason I can't talk I think... 'cause if I do talk I just get advised to go to hospital and I can't... but then everything's trapped inside. I'm confused. I wish I could delete this post now
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Dec 31, 2008, 08:54 AM
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Molly, do you have a cousin that lives close but not so close you still feel trapped? Maybe you can go stay there for a couple weeks. You need to do something, peg is right, it's gone on long enough. You cannot keep keeping everything inside and not knowing how to cope. Molly, it sounds scary, you may think you won't be able to cope if you go in but you need to do something. Call your gp and be 100% honest with her. 100% honest about how horrible you doing. You gp--or a nurse there--can help you fill the information out you received. Call the therapist office and tell them you are having a horrible time filling the paperwork out because of being triggered.
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Dec 31, 2008, 08:55 AM
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I don't mean to make people worry. I don't want anyone to worry. I'm sorry
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Dec 31, 2008, 08:55 AM
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do the words 'treatment resistance ' mean anything Moon? we can only offer limited support for you on this level, it benefits those who are able to work either with a T or independently best... look at your long list of i cants... for every 'i cant' we could give you an 'i can' ... it is no use to you however if you dont take the first steps... best to you always...
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Dec 31, 2008, 08:58 AM
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I might call my GP, but I don't want to go to hospital.
I don't have any relatives that I'm close to (relationship-wise). My dad's side of the family are not in contact with us and haven't been for many years. I have a couple of uncles on my mums side, but I rarely see them... wouldn't feel comfortable asking to stay with them, even if it were only for a short while.
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Dec 31, 2008, 09:01 AM
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Molly, we worry because we care. Take any steps necessary to get help, honey. Feeling despondant and hopeless is a horrible feeling. There is hope and help, honey.
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Dec 31, 2008, 09:04 AM
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Quote:
You have said here that two professionals told you that it is a last resort and that you wouldn't cope there. I am also a professional and I am worried for you. A mental health hospital is the safest place you can be. There are therapists around you all the time, caring and understanding. You will be able to have a rest there and then when you are discharged, you will be given a CPN and receive the care you need. We care about you. 
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Dec 31, 2008, 09:12 AM
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It seems to me Molly that this is a last resort. You aren't feeling any relief from anything else. People worry because we care. Of course it's scary, but so is feeling like you are feeling.
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Dec 31, 2008, 09:26 AM
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I'll talk to my doctor about it.
The way I see it is I'm not at risk to myself. I wouldn't harm myself (in the worst way) because no matter how much I'm struggling, I can't find the courage. Instead I feel like I'm rotting from the inside out (sorry about the way I put this, but it's how I feel). I procrastinate too much... I'll talk to my GP.
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Dec 31, 2008, 03:16 PM
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((((((((((((((((((( molly ))))))))))))))))))
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Dec 31, 2008, 04:36 PM
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Hi Molly,
I noticed you cycle and do yoga. Im not sure what your weather is like right now . Probably cold outside like here in parts of the US. I do believe in exersize. I had one experience long ago where I was so overwhelmed with emotion I could not describe how I felt . just a ball of anger saddness shame etc etc . I was loosing it. I made myself go to the local track and made myself run . Just a couple of miles . It was miraculious . It changed my brain chemistry . I cried most of the way. I believe though you have some pain issues. I don't know if your limited physically right now. And its New years eve so gyms are closed . Can you go for a long walk all bundeled up. Can you cycle? can you find a funny movie? Hang in there Molly. Patricia
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