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Jan 09, 2009, 12:19 PM
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I am so sorry for anyone I hurt last night or was rude to it is not like me. I was in a really bad place last night and not thinking clearly at all. I suddenly loggged out of chat and just started to cry and cry trying to hold it together while cuddling my dog and listening to the tv till my mom came home and asked if I was awake as she saw a ligth on. She came in and found me in such a state. I finally settled down enough to fall asleep and it was sometime during the night when I woke up I realized how rude and wrong I was to have logged off last night when someone was trying to help. The best thing would have been if I stayed online with someone as at least I would have felt safer and maybe more in control I was so scared. I have felt so ashamed and mad
 at myself for hurting others and potentially losing great frienships. I understand if because of my actions if I should no longer post or be involved in the group but I need to get the apolgy out. I was so not with it that I am sad.gif "Sad Girl") to say I am not sure who the last person I was talking with was but if they are reading this post I hope they forgive me and will contact me. I hope I did not hurt you in anyway. Having a really really rough time and trying to figure out what to do. My apologies to allAndrea 
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Jan 09, 2009, 12:35 PM
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andy
 i wasn't in chat lst nite but i am sure that others realize how badly you were hurting. i also know that when others read your apology post they will be reminded of the great person you are. be kind to yourself...it's a rough time right now. i am wishing you some better days ahead..just hang in there.
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Jan 09, 2009, 12:49 PM
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Andy everyone makes mistakes from time to time. Don't beat yourself up about it. I've said things in poor judgement in the past myself. You've
apologised and thats the main thing. If some are not able to forgive than that is there loss unfortunately. Alot have said things here mistakenly or when they may have not been feeling well. There were times when I was on heavy duty meds and unfortunately couldn't remember myself who I had conversed with or what I had said. Also some people read into or take things out of context, thats necessarily not your fault. Hope this has helped Take Care ziggy1
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Jan 09, 2009, 03:08 PM
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((Andy))
please don't beat yourself up...you need to be even kinder to yourself right now because you are going through such a rough time. Just as you would continue to support and care for a friend having problems, we care and support you. All of us have at one time or another felt as you do right now. Jmo, but your apology was appreciated but it was not necessary... Peace and Power to you, Andy Cap
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