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Apr 23, 2009, 08:02 AM
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Words are not even there. I feel like the world has swallowed me up and no one cares. No one even knows I am out here. It is even too much effort to push these keys and seeing the letters go across this screen must be coming from somewhere within. I feel scared and really alone.
It is too much of an effort to do anything to go anywhere. And that makes the body hurt that much more. Tears flow but no one knows. It is hard to keep anything down or sleep. Will it ever stop? Sometimes I get a hope then lose it just as fast. I am so tired, I really am. At times it is more than one can take and more than one lets anyone really know. I am afraid. dps |
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Apr 23, 2009, 09:24 AM
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((((((((darkpurplesecrets))))))))))
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Apr 23, 2009, 09:33 AM
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((((((((((((((( darkpurplesecrets )))))))))))))))
 love you, furry paws 
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Apr 23, 2009, 09:51 AM
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Apr 23, 2009, 09:51 AM
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You describe very well the way I have felt when I have been in deep depression.
 I hope you are getting help for yourself. I don't know what else to say except to hang on, it will pass. It has for me, time after time after time after time. Each time I learn how to better cope, gain more skills, find more insight to help me "hang on until it passes" the next time. Keep posting here, let us know how you are doing. I care.
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 I'd rather have a visit, note or pretty picture than an "I'll say a prayer" or a "god bless you." Doesn't make me feel better, no meaning to me for sure. Can't stop you from praying and blessing me, and if that makes you feel better feel free.  But keep it to yourself please, don't tell me. And let's all respect each other's feelings. With kindness, support and "sweet dreamings." 
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Apr 23, 2009, 10:32 AM
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((((((((((((((((((darkpurplesecrets))))))))))))))))))))
Sending lots of hugs to help you get through this.
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Rebecca "If you're going through hell -- keep going." - Winston Churchill It's better to live your own destiny imperfectly than to live an imitation of somebody else's life with perfection. - Elizabeth Gilbert Bring on the wonder, we got it all wrong, we pushed you down deep in our souls, so hang on. Bring on the wonder, bring on the song, I pushed you down deep in my soul for too long. - Susan Enan http://igetupagain.wordpress.com/ |
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Apr 23, 2009, 12:14 PM
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Many words are not needed for us to know what you mean about deep depression. Just know that your responses here have been much appreciated. Glad to give you support now.
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Apr 23, 2009, 02:04 PM
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I understand what you are saying oh so well!!
I hear your pain, and I am soooo sorry you have to experience this...  When I get into a low, it feels like it will never end, like it is going to be that way forever...and I have to force myself to just remember the basics for self care. Basics like doing my best to eat good meals, bathing, brushing my hair, brushing my teeth. Then other things like tending to my spirituality, my creativity, etc. It's really hard to do when one is low...you really need to force it for a while.  It will pass!!  Does mindfulness work well for you? Maybe get outside and just let yourself experience the breeze on your skin, the smell of the grass and flowers, and all the sounds in nature!!  It will pass!! And while you are feeling low, know that I am sitting with you and that I am here if you need hugs, a shoulder to cry on, or anything else for that matter!!
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Apr 23, 2009, 03:02 PM
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((((dps))))
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Apr 23, 2009, 06:54 PM
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May hope and a refreshed spirit soon be yours, Darkpurplesecrets.
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My dog mastered the "fetch" command. He would communicate he wanted something, and I would fetch it.
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