Lying.

I haven't posted here in months, I'm not really sure if anybody remembers who I even am. Anyway, recently alots happened...or well this last year has. I'm in therapy now being treated for...? I don't know.

That girl I used to have tons of fights with at school has finally ended things between us two for good. I agree that it's the best decision, but some of the things she has said have scared me. I'm in therapy now being treated for having " others " but now I'm feeling like a major liar.

I guess maybe I am...

It would take to long to explain my explaination to that.

Depression ? Them ? I don't understand anything anymore.

...who cares ?

Meh, I'm not feeling anything right now...though I can't seem to focus on my math homework like I should be. It's 10:00 pm and I have three homework assignments to do, and I haven't started a single one because I can't focus.

Oh well.....

-rest head on knees and listens to a song " incomplete " -

I'm glad you are back. I hope you start feeling better. Keep talking and i hope you find peace.

You must be feeling something otherwise you wouldn't be able to post. As for lying, I highly doubt you are. Liars don't ask "Am I lying?" They just don't care. You care 'bout who you are affecting & by posting here, seems you want to rectify it.
I hope you stay here & post some more. We'll be glad to help as best as we can. You can PM me if you'd feel more comfortable w/ one on one. Some things just are easier said to one person rather than in a group. Regardless, hope things get better for you soon. Thinking 'bout you.
Love,
RhysMadison

we remember you good to see you again
KC

<font color="purple">Hello. You do not have to feel like you are lying. If you have other parts of you then what they say is not what you say and that does not make it a lie. I know what you mean because I am always being called a liar. No, no I am not and not now but when I was the only one who was 9. No, I was not the only one then but I thought I was and never knew why people called me a liar when the last thing I would do is lie. My doctor says it was some body else talking stuff I never knew.

Thanks guys ._.

I remember you! Hang in there, m'dear.

Hi Lilah I remember you. Glad you are here.
lrks