Tonite I Hurt

No you're not alone.
sometimes it feels awful lonely though. my T said she envied me because I will never be alone. I have a whole family of people inside. It's hard to acknowledge them and realize that they also hurt, have been thru much and can be there for me...I'm in the early beginnings of trying to realize and process that.
But anyway, just another re-assurance that you aren't alone. really nice to know that people here understand where each other is, has come from and are on a journey...different as they are and so similar at the same time.
babbling again...

GREAT babbling (if that's what you want to call it)! Yes, I'm never truly alone. Thank you for reminding me of that. Last night, I felt totally alone. I had no internal reassurances, etc. It's as if I was left alone to grieve. Either I was left alone to grieve or all of me was grieving the same..shared. I'm leaning towards the latter. It was deep and all consuming.

Thank you so much for being so wonderful and sharing.

KD

Fuzzy Bear,
When we feel close to certain friends and people, we are always happy for them when they grow, but I also think it is natural for us to feel a little left behind, and wonder what may be holding us back. Even we are best.friends doesn't mean that we are on the exact same schedule. I think as close friends it is the ultimate, but not the norm for that to occur. Maybe you need to have some fun so you will have inspiration for your journey, which could be just around the corner.. Just my thoughts. Hope you feel better tonight. Jane - Oz

((((((((((Kimmy))))))))))))

Remember that you're not alone. If you ever need someone to talk to, feel free to give me a holler. I'm glad that you could post here and feel supported.

Love,
Rap

((((((((((KD)))))))))
I hope you are feeling better. I am sorry you had such a hard night of pain. You are such a great help to us here on the site, I hope we can give back to you. You are not alone. Take good care of yourself.

((((((((((((((Rap))))))))))))))))))) Thank you. It's so good to know that I can knock and you'll open the door to me. Thank you.

Yes, I needed support and I'm so glad that I reached out because it helped me so much.

Thanks again,

KD

Thank you so much (((((((((((((((((nightowl))))))))))))))))))))

I am feeling some better, yes. It's been a rough few days with many triggers, and emotions.

thank you for letting me know that I'm not alone. However, I'm sorry that you can relate.

Be safe!

KD

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skylrks

((((KD))))
Hope you are feeling a little better.
Sorry you hurt...
Sorry any of us have to go through what we are going through.
Sometimes the pain is so intense...so strong...it almost takes out breath away.

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thank you so much

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thank you so much. i am feeling better. ty. i keep the memories. the pain is less intense. ty again.

kd

Dear KD, I am sorry for your pain... I know what pain feels like... I wish we could take it all away...maybe one day.
Peace and Light!
Lilith

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thank you so much! yes, i hope that someday our pain of yesterday will be eased and put away...never to hurt again.

I hope you're doing well?

KD

Kimmy remember theres room in our snail house for you all
Us

Are you OK now Kimmy?

Are you feeling better now? You can lean on me. I have broad shoulders, you know.

Hugs,

Jan

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Gentle bearhugs,
Fuzzy

Thank you so much ((((((((((((((nothemama, sleeps, jan, fuzzy)))))))))))))))

Yep, I'm doing much better. The baby spends four days with mama and daddy and I'm doing some really good work with my alone time that's helping all of me to be here and feel comforted. While I'm still dealing with alot of past and present pain, it's helped me so much. I'm much different than I was the night that I wrote this.

Most of all, I'm so thankful for everyone at PC to always reach out and just CARE. I'M SO BLESSED. MY HEART IS SO FULL.

Much love,

KD

AWWW COOL sounds like you are getting some much needed rest and alone time

Im glad you feel better. Its not easy is it keep going forward

atg

Hi kd.

i am very happy that you do feel better.