Things get better just to get worse...

Hi everyone. I'm Emberlynn, part of the GypsyRosalie system...

Everything is really falling down. We participated in a wedding recently and that went smoothly. Then we got a call for an interview at the Buckle store in town. Interview will be sometime after the 25th of this month....

But now the body has this rash on the back, right above bra-level that is only consistent with one diagnosis that recently broke out at the mother's work-place. If this is what is wrong with us, we won't be able to work at Buckle, we won't be able to touch the children, the husband will have to take a leave of absence at work so the children can be taken care of without getting ill...

Everything was looking great and now.... My world is fallling apart again. None of this is okay in any way.... Oh and if no one else has told PCWorld... husband is set for Army National Guard deployment in April for 1 year. Nothing is working out right. This whole mess is tearing us into pieces (which sounds ironic, I know, since we are already pieces) and idk how new alters develop, but it really feels like someone or something is coming or forming.... some thing is so definitely off.....

And this all just sucks and typing this out was supposed to help and it hasnt and it just makes me feel like a whiny child like ive always been made to feel like i am and i dont like this and i just dont wanna deal with anymore but thats what im here for to deal with things cas cant and i know i have to but im a quiet and shy and sweet person and these things are making me sad and bitter.

.... idk

Emberlynn

Sometimes things just are crummy.

I know what you mean about others forming. I have felt that way too. But as I read your post I had a thought that maybe "new ones" have been hiding further back until they are needed for your protection.

Hope things get better..... Courage

Hugs to you Emberlynn! Granted the timing is poor, but rashes are treatable. I hope it doesn't turn out to be what you are thinking it is. Sorry you are having a storm of stressors. Sometimes that is enough in itself to cause a rash. I'm hoping that everything turns out better than you fear and that everything will work out alright.

Sorry to hear of all your turmoil Emberlynn.

When things are new and negative like this its good to sleep or at least rest as much as possible, eat well and get some fresh air.

May this turn out to be better in the long-run than you can see close-up right now. Be very kind to you you deserve it.

My mom, an incredibly knowledgeable nurse looked at it and said that the only real diagnosis could be shingles. It has turned out to just be stress rash in a weird place. I usually get stress rash on my legs, but this was on my back in even striations on only one side of my spine which she said were defining characteristics of shingles.... Just stupid stress rash....

Emberlynn

[quote=GypsyRosalie;2404970]Hi everyone. I'm Emberlynn, part of the GypsyRosalie system...

Everything is really falling down. We participated in a wedding recently and that went smoothly. Then we got a call for an interview at the Buckle store in town. Interview will be sometime after the 25th of this month....

But now the body has this rash on the back, right above bra-level that is only consistent with one diagnosis that recently broke out at the mother's work-place. If this is what is wrong with us, we won't be able to work at Buckle, we won't be able to touch the children, the husband will have to take a leave of absence at work so the children can be taken care of without getting ill...

Everything was looking great and now.... My world is fallling apart again. None of this is okay in any way.... Oh and if no one else has told PCWorld... husband is set for Army National Guard deployment in April for 1 year. Nothing is working out right. This whole mess is tearing us into pieces (which sounds ironic, I know, since we are already pieces) and idk how new alters develop, but it really feels like someone or something is coming or forming.... some thing is so definitely off.....

And this all just sucks and typing this out was supposed to help and it hasnt and it just makes me feel like a whiny child like ive always been made to feel like i am and i dont like this and i just dont wanna deal with anymore but thats what im here for to deal with things cas cant and i know i have to but im a quiet and shy and sweet person and these things are making me sad and bitter (((( Emberlynn)))) let us know how things turn out.I wonder too if your finding alters that have been hiding and something has happened that's brought them to the surface....when ever I hear,feel,notice or scene a "new " presence" I ask inside "who are you?" Whats your name?," how old are you?"...you know just like meeting someone new for the first time." Most of my alters have a job,a memory,or just information.See if you can check inside or have a community meeting to see whats going on inside.Any way I know it's easier said then done, we are here for you...pc is a great place to deal with stuff!!!! I know ....life

Hi such is life... It turns out it was just stress rash. We have a new one that wont tell us a name or age... Her job is taking care of the body with exercise and making sure we eat appropriately rather than too much or too little. You're comments are always great to see, life. Thank you for your concern....

Emberlynn

I don't know if I'm correct in saying this, but I had shingles 3 months ago, if it is shingles, your children CAN NOT get it. Shingles doesn't give other people shingles. It just gives CHILDREN Chicken Pox (only if they have never had it).

I'm searching for any forums or topics about shingles because, I believe I'm getting it again..

Hope your family feels better, If it is shingles, I know how painful it is.

turns out it wasnt. but my little one hasnt had chicken pox and he's too young to have to deal with it right now he's not even two yet. i know they cant get shingles until after they've had chicken pox and that shingles isnt contageous of itself. like i said my mom is a very highly experienced and respected nurse....