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Old Jan 09, 2007, 11:23 PM
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I am just so scared. I know I haven't been here in awhile, but things just really have not been the greatest and well are not getting any better. I was in the hospital again and now I'm in outpatient program. But I am going to a big and better hospital that can help me more in 2 days, well less than that. I am so scared about that. I really just need some assurance that I am doing the right thing. I feel like all is out of control right now. No one here really is giving me any attention or support and that makes things really difficult, I mean people in my life where I live. Any response even a hi would mean alot to me, just to know that someone cares. I'm really just falling apart more and more.

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Jennifer

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Old Jan 10, 2007, 12:02 AM
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((((((((((( Jennifer )))))))))))))))

You'll be in my thoughts during this next bit.

How brave of you to go to the hospital when you need to! I hope that you're able to work through the biggest issue in your life right now that's making it so hard.

Good luck, hon. You'll be in my thoughts.

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Old Jan 10, 2007, 12:06 AM
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(((((((((((((((((((((((Jennifer)))))))))))))))))))) You are very brave and I am glad you are going to get the support you need. Please take care.
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Old Jan 10, 2007, 12:27 AM
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(((((((((jennifer))))))))) you are in my thoughts and i'm so proud of you that you are taking care of youself by going to a hospital!! you have friends who care!! i don't even know you, but i truly care!!! be safe!! and you have already survived!!!!
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Old Jan 10, 2007, 11:20 AM
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Hello Jennifer. I feel that you are doing exactly what you should be doing for yourself at this time. It is very commendable that you have decided to get the help you bneed and deserve. take care Good to hear from you let us know how you are doing good luck on the new treatment program I hope the best for you Soidhonia
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Old Jan 10, 2007, 01:11 PM
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I hope you settle right in in the bigger/better hospital find a friend or two to talk to and that they do help you. I'll be thinking of you.
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Old Jan 10, 2007, 07:23 PM
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Guess I wont' be going afterall now. I was supposed to go tomorrow but now my insurance won't cover it, because I have been there before. I am not doing so well, but oh well. I probably wont be on anymore. I am giving up now, not dying, just not doing therapy anymore, at least right now that is my thinking. I'm going to quit talking and everything, so good luck to all and if I am here it just means I am seeing if anyone cares.
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((( Jennifer1084 )))

I'm sorry things are so rough right now.

Take care.

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Old Jan 10, 2007, 11:36 PM
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(((((((((((((((((Jennifer)))))))))))))))))))))))))) I am so sorry that things are so hard. I am sure you will make the right decisions but you may want to consider keeping the support you now have. Please take care.
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Old Jan 12, 2007, 06:35 PM
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I decided to not give up and am still working on things. I'm going to a partial hospitalization program and the people there talked me into staying in therapy. So thank you all for your thoughts and encouragement, even though I don't get to go now. Stupid insurance companies, how do they know what we need?

Jennifer
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Old Jan 12, 2007, 08:22 PM
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HI Jennifer,

I just wanted to say "hi". You are in my thoughts as you go through the next step of your recovery. I hope you get a chance to come here and tell us how you are doing.

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Old Jan 12, 2007, 10:30 PM
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((((((((( Jennifer )))))))))

I hope things get better soon.

Hugs,

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Old Jan 13, 2007, 02:56 AM
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they don't know what we need. they charge you more and more, and give you less and less. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
sorry you're going through a rough time, jennfer. hang in there! things will great better!

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Old Jan 13, 2007, 10:54 AM
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(((((((Jennifer)))))))
i'm sorry the hospital didn't work out!! i will never understand insurance companies!!! but i'm really glad you decided not to give up!!! don't ever be silent!!! you have a wonderful voice!!!
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