Originally Posted by AlwaysChanging2

I'm not stabile this morning. To many changes and moods out of wack. Sometimes it sucks to be me.

were you able to get anything done?

something positive you can look on for today

Originally Posted by shattered sanity

were you able to get anything done?

something positive you can look on for today

I upped my AD. Exercised the mood off which got the Grumpy one to leave. Tried to work on my disability case, but didn't get much done :/

[StillIRise]

My throat hurts so badly tonight... except it doesn't really hurt that much.

It's making me panic and think I can't breathe. yet I know I can breathe....

Originally Posted by AlwaysChanging2

I upped my AD. Exercised the mood off which got the Grumpy one to leave. Tried to work on my disability case, but didn't get much done :/

at least you were active and got more done than me

all i really did was read my emails and play a harry potter online game. (which i suck at), i thought i was pretty good at it an all ready died twice..

Originally Posted by StillIRise

My throat hurts so badly tonight... except it doesn't really hurt that much.

It's making me panic and think I can't breathe. yet I know I can breathe....

drink a lot of water

it works for me..

hope it does for you!

[StillIRise]

Originally Posted by shattered sanity

drink a lot of water


it works for me..


hope it does for you!

Thank you! I'm trying to drink enough, can't always be bothered but thanks for the reminder.

I drank last night, just to drink. Its been a week. It's not a need to thing anymore. After I drank a few beers, alters were popping out challenging my spouse starting arguments. I got kicked out of the room. They just don't like my soon to be ex partner. So I went to the living room and touched up my nails and went to sleep. I must of stayed up late because I slept in and there's no way I'm drinking for awhile.

Originally Posted by AlwaysChanging2

I drank last night, just to drink. Its been a week. It's not a need to thing anymore. After I drank a few beers, alters were popping out challenging my spouse starting arguments. I got kicked out of the room. They just don't like my soon to be ex partner. So I went to the living room and touched up my nails and went to sleep. I must of stayed up late because I slept in and there's no way I'm drinking for awhile.

none of us slept yesterday

so we admire you

Awww so sorry

Originally Posted by AlwaysChanging2

I drank last night, just to drink. Its been a week. It's not a need to thing anymore. After I drank a few beers, alters were popping out challenging my spouse starting arguments. I got kicked out of the room. They just don't like my soon to be ex partner. So I went to the living room and touched up my nails and went to sleep. I must of stayed up late because I slept in and there's no way I'm drinking for awhile.

Yeah, I just took the polish off.

hi this is cathy.

do you know what i did today

well

i played with my jigsaw puzzles

i drank 2 cups of orange juice

and i had a pizza

with cheese and tomato on it

then i read a story called

goldylocks and the 3 bears

that's what i did today

I redid my nails after SOMEBODY hacked them short. No names.

[StillIRise]

Not doing well here. Feel like I'm bouncing around all over the place. I was getting along just fine, little miss functional was in charge and now BAM, I'm all over the place... Little miss functional is welcome to come back out now, I'm tired.

hey still i rise,

how is your throat?

is it any better today?

sorry you're not doing well today.. that's why we are here

[StillIRise]

Originally Posted by shattered sanity

hey still i rise,


how is your throat?


is it any better today?


sorry you're not doing well today.. that's why we are here

Thank you shattered. My throat's still sore and I'm not feeling too great physically. Thanks for remembering!

Sounds like fun Cathy. I'm mad about my finger nails. I guess my body has to make a buck. Instead of polish, I'm wondering if I can lacquer them?

[ChildlikeEmpress]

Cathy that sounds like a great day!
AlwaysChanging, maybe you could get a gel manicure? They last a long time. Are you all not allowed to wear polish because of a job? We used to have a job like that.

Today I have been trying to catch up on a bunch of work I've had piling up. Still have so much more to go but here I am procrastinating, watching NCIS and posting to forums heheh. Missed therapy last week so hoping to be able to go this week.

[kaliope]

I found a book in my drawer at work that I bought years ago on abuse and it turns out it is all about DID. I read it the last couple nights and it speaks very loudly. it makes my Littles very active inside. It makes them want to talk. They've written to poems in creative corner. they really want to say how this happened to us too. They don't like talking to T about what happened. She really liked the poems but she didn't seem to think it was a good idea that I read the book. I disagree. It doesn't seem to be stressing me out and it's allowing them to speak. I think I'm going to keep reading it.

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[flockpride]

Feeling hope and despair, simultaneously, so I guess that's a stalemate.
Basically, stuck and unable to do anything, but what is absolutely necessary.

We've been very productive. I'm trying to not let life stressors take me down. Everything is in limbo. Trying to maintain but the bipolar depression is kicking my butt. At least it comes and goes every several days.

[Patagonia]

I've been away too long. Once again tricking myself into saying I'm fine & not battling what's on the inside.
Well I guess everyone got pretty sick of being ignored & blew up in my face w/ a friend around. I'm so embarrassed again, & ashamed. Why can't I just accept myself? Constantly trying to live in that other fantasy world just gets me hurt. I hate being broken!

Originally Posted by AlwaysChanging2

We've been very productive. I'm trying to not let life stressors take me down. Everything is in limbo. Trying to maintain but the bipolar depression is kicking my butt. At least it comes and goes every several days.

being productive is good- what kind of things have you been doing?

i was awake all night yesterday (not that their's anything unusual about that,) but this time it was because i somehow convinced myself someone was at my door at midnight, and i spent the majority of the night with my attention focused on the window

at least until the voices and helusinations started.. and the rest of the night was spent with those around

[Sarah Bee]

Yesterday was very tough but we're doing a bit better now that we're back home. I had gone to a friend's house overnight and was supposed to stay the whole weekend but there was some switching and depression so we had to leave.

Originally Posted by shattered sanity

being productive is good- what kind of things have you been doing?

I was able to get to the bank and make a deposit, called in a classified ad, do a little work. Clean house. Make plans for the month.