Originally Posted by -Asphyxia-

we scared bad men come and get us ...we hide bad men no find us
hide for a long long time

awwww, come on

you can talk to us.. we won't let them hurt you.

promise

lots of auditory crap today.

and abuse anxiety

but we talked to samaratans yesterday and thatt helped a little bit

trying to hold it together

Just sick and tired of being sick and tired of the same ol mental crap for decades. I feel incomplete and robbed.

I need a drink.

we are currently enjoying some peace and quiet today (within the system this is)

natalie is being quiet for once

Im just so sick of this, one second me then her then him then her then her then me then him or her then him or her....i wish it was only me.

Other than that, just normal boring here.

alicia (our 9 year old little) wrote in our journal again

i am embarrased by this

[kecanoe]

Originally Posted by shattered sanity

alicia (our 9 year old little) wrote in our journal again

i am embarrased by this

Good for her!

[lucidity11]

Originally Posted by shattered sanity

alicia (our 9 year old little) wrote in our journal again

i am embarrased by this

If I may. Why are you embarrassed? (You don't have to tell me if you don't want to.) But there has to be something on her mind and some co consciousness if she knows about the journal.

[Asylum Crew]

helo .....

[Luce]

Hey Shattered Sanity, sorry you get embarrassed by that kid part. We get embarrassed sometimes too, usually about lying - although we are not really lying, its just that the one who is out doesn't know what the heck the person is talking about because it wasn't that one of us that was out for the thing we are said to be lying about! though I agree embarrassing stuff is the worst, like one time when a little one in us came out and laid her head on our bosses lap because she felt 'safe'!!! No!!! Just, NO!!!

Originally Posted by Luce

like one time when a little one in us came out and laid her head on our bosses lap because she felt 'safe'!!! No!!! Just, NO!!!

Nooooooooo omg what a nightmare! I've done that with friends, but not bosses! How did he/she react?!

[Asylum Crew]

sorry .....

Originally Posted by kecanoe

Good for her!

what's good aboutt it?

(it's not really hers!)

Originally Posted by lucidity11

If I may. Why are you embarrassed? (You don't have to tell me if you don't want to.) But there has to be something on her mind and some co consciousness if she knows about the journal.

because a lot in their is just for "grown up ears", if that's how you want to put it

[lucidity11]

Originally Posted by shattered sanity

because a lot in their is just for "grown up ears", if that's how you want to put it

Oh, I sorry I didn't understand that you were worried about what she might read. Yes that is concerning. Is it possible for her to have her own journal. Something pretty with her own pen. Maybe keep both journals in the same location so she will write in her journal instead of the grown up journal.

Originally Posted by lucidity11

Oh, I sorry I didn't understand that you were worried about what she might read. Yes that is concerning. Is it possible for her to have her own journal. Something pretty with her own pen. Maybe keep both journals in the same location so she will write in her journal instead of the grown up journal.

i suppose it's a possibility.

never really discussed having a journal for the littles

the other big alters write in ours, so i don't see why not

trying to peace together missing parts to our day
okay, so we know we watched the lion guard- alicia asked for it. we know also that after the lion guard we started watching only fools and horses

then it goes blank and the next thing we remember is holding a bottle of coke in our hands watching horrible histories- so we have some time to attempt (and probably fail) to try to fill in

well we never managed to fill in the lost time

but we're not doing bad today either- we didn't sleep at all last night, but that does not matter since we're actually getting some doctor pepper delivered- 24 cans of the stuff (yes, 24!)

it's gonna be good

well the dr pepper arived.
well,

the dr pepper arived.

out of the 24 cans we've all ready had 2 (we're greedy we know!)

again no sleep yesterday. sucks...

plus we have new red bedding- it would be nice to use it and not just have it sit their for decoration

[Luce]

I've never had dr pepper. I don't like soda as a rule - it feels like a thousand knives having at it inside my mouth!
(Hmm - curious... she says as she gulps down a carbonated alcoholic beverage!)

Originally Posted by Luce

I've never had dr pepper. I don't like soda as a rule - it feels like a thousand knives having at it inside my mouth!
(Hmm - curious... she says as she gulps down a carbonated alcoholic beverage!)

wow

i've never met anyone who feels that way about soda

wow..

[Luce]

My daughter feels the same way. If she goes to a party and the only beverage on offer is soda she will ask for water, every time.

Originally Posted by Luce

My daughter feels the same way. If she goes to a party and the only beverage on offer is soda she will ask for water, every time.

i can't drink water.

it's too... dry?

(even though it's wet, it tastes dry and flavourless)

don't really like flavoured water either

[Luce]

Gah. I've been posting too much tonight.
-----> Trying to 'hang in there'.... check.

our room is trashed

their is stuff everywhere

guessing someone's been having a bit of a party.. anyway- i should really clear it up