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Old Sep 01, 2015, 08:16 PM
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It's the worst...walking along and an other does something so against my character, then disappear. Like I look out the window just looking...then an other shows up and gives everyone the FU finger and splits leaving me responsible...WTF!

This is just the light stuff.

It's such an indicator as to how out of control our system gets. We are not rational. It makes me feel crazy...but so does all the switching, but no one cares.

There is no telling what we might be doing tomorrow. Living in uncertainty is so stressful. I think we're going to go by heart attack. The blood pressure is up and the left arm throbs.

Tick tick goes the clock.

Sometimes it's good, but the bad out weighs.

Possible trigger:
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Old Sep 02, 2015, 09:57 AM
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Hi AlwaysChanging2,

I understand the anxiety and confusion that result when you do something that feels completely out of character. What I thought about when I was reading your post is that you seem to have a part of you that feels very angry and has possibly been hurt by others. Are you aware of this part of you? It sounds like it just sort of sneaks out and catches you off-guard (such as flipping people off unexpectedly).

Are you in therapy? It may be wise to look inside, with the help of a therapist, to find out what is making you feel so angry. I say "with the help of a therapist" because you describe yourself as already feeling like you are not in control of your reactions. Dissociating is a way to protect yourself from pain, and looking inside can sometimes cause pain before you find ways to deal with the cause of that pain. I would not recommend that you try to do this work on your own. It could cause you to feel less stabilized.

You also sound depressed and sort of hopeless about things getting better. Don't give up, there is always hope! Can you find something to do today to soothe yourself, even just a little bit? (Something healthy.) It sounds like you are under a lot of stress and could use a way to wind down and just take a breather.

Peaches

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Old Sep 02, 2015, 10:33 AM
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Trigger Warning

For example,

Middle finger in West Philly...
Cursing out the store clerk
Offing yourself, trying at least
Tossed salad literally

Requires the host to go in and alter comes to the front and does these things....Host might remember some details that is the light worst stuff right.
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