[elevatedsoul]

do any one you hulicinate.. ?
me been seeing things thatnot there\

think it becuz i not slept much lately
really tired..

see a big man in corner of my eye sometime...
and lights.. like flashes.. i no..

any one you do it..?

[anais_anais]

Yes, I do

When I was younger it was a big person too, always purple. Now I see little forrest animals and bugs. It's when I'm a combination of scared, stressed, and sleep deprived.

[elevatedsoul]

I'm struggling... really triggered...

I hate this... Falling out of consciousness..
I am really tired, yes...

I'm scared, stressed, overwhelmed, trapped... same thing is happening agains...
i dont like it... i just want these feelings to stop

[amandalouise]

yes I have hallucinations sometimes but its not related to my dissociative problems (if it was my treatment providers would not diagnose me with dissociative problems due to the reality remains intact diagnosis criteria my treatment providers use. hallucinations are seeing, hearing things that are not real, not reality stuff.)

My hallucinations are from my medications, sleep deprivation,bipolar disorder and other non dissociative problems.

when I do have those times when I hallucinate the first thing I do is contact my treatment provider so that they can make changes/adjustments to my medications, I also take time to rearrange my schedule so that I get back on track with my sleep and diet and exercise plans. all this go hand in hand and soon my hallucinations stops.

my suggestion is contact your treatment providers. they will be able to help you to set up a treatment plan for those times when you have hallucinations.

[elevatedsoul]

I have an Appointment Monday with the doc...

This is not good.. I've been pushed off the cliff.. on top of everything going on, my disability has also been denied...

[whispers_inthedark]

Probably sleep deprivation. We see small animals, humans, etc when we're really tired but we can identify them as a hallucination, which from what I've learned if it was actually psychosis is really hard to do.

[elevatedsoul]

I don't think I''m having psychosis...
I know I am sleep deprived, I just cant sleep ultimately...
Its making things really difficult... Not to mention the nightmares when I do pass out...

I'm not seeing stuff... I just seeing like stuff in the corner of my eye and some things looking like things they are not... but I know its my mind playing tricks on me...

I'm so tired y'all...
So hurt...

[elevatedsoul]

I'm seeing figures like peeping around the corners...
I look and then it disappears...

I'm under a lot of stress right now... because.. well read this thread if you want to know... https://forums.psychcentral.com/bord...splitting.html

[Michael W. Harris]

The Staff is going to get mad at me for this.

I try to hallucinate naked women but it doesn't work out for me. I have to go online!

[Lady Lindsey]

Well, I guess it depends on your definition of what you mean a hallucination is.
Technically the voices in my head are audio hulcinations...

Actually, visual hulcinations...I guess the closest I come....and this happens more often than not lately.
I am just about asleep....and a dark, evil man wearing a hat or at times wearing a cloke, is coming for me... at times I can feel the blankets tighten around me as I feel I am being dragged down to hell...logically I know
it's a nightmare...but it feels so vividly real at times....it is terrifying.
Normally it happens the worst, after a "little one" has been out visiting with my T....

[elevatedsoul]

had more visuals today...
but i've started hearing voices and "going away"
waking up and wondering if the conversations i was having were real or not...

especially when it happens around some one... i be like, ooh no did i really say that? because usually it stuff i wouldnt say... and the voices call my name... and make sounds...

[elevatedsoul]

wtf. why is this keep happening, whats going on > : (

[dlantern]

I quickly learned the culture of dissociative disorder the fodder what terms to say especially when you get in front of the man. I think you routinely have to convince alters especially if getting to this knowledge was /is a trigger along the way. If you have DID it is mostly likely not hulication you need to understand the memories moments of the day years before the inner world. I also understand not all systems are in the same phase for those most of clarity. I'm able to recall when I actually called something a hulication now since I'm informed better I now better than that. We want to be as normal as possible not going towards anything psychotic because our stories are real we actually believe the affirming aspects to escape via and alter our creative intelligent minds if that causes conceited so be it. Guess what is actually helped us flourish and shine, sure is there still alot of stuff to deal with. At least there is alters with great vocabulary that can get a job. Is it painful to know there were locked away when I actually blow job interviews could I blame them no I try not to look back. Is it painful to know they needed abundance of trigger sense of agency to get them out front it is still overwhelming but there is light way back in the tunnel that hey it might actually get better.

[elevatedsoul]

im just really stressed right now...

dissocciating heavily... im going to pop all the way out of the body if i dont fight it...

[L.P.]

You doing better today?

Yeah. I get the hallucinate stuff. I see stuff out of the corners of my eyes, sometimes right in front of them. I hear stuff as well and never know for sure if it's me hearing things or something like someone walking my my house making some kind of noise or a squirrel is maybe on the roof or what. Generally I just ignore it and figure it's all in my head, but it really only causes me distress when I pass off a hallucination as such and then find out that no, I really do have a spider on my leg... I hate it when the hallucinations are really real.

I dunno why I get stuff like that. I know I did a lot of lsd as a kid... maybe I fried my brain. I'm also not exactly hypoglycemic, but pretty darn close so when my sugar gets close to crashing out on me I get some general wonkiness in my head/body. Dehydration, lack of food, lack of sleep... that all makes it more severe for me. I just forget self care when my world is falling apart and I need the self care to self regulate to get back on track. Trapped in a trap sometimes with that I am... point of that is yeah, stress certainly makes me have more frequent hallucinations.

-V

[elevatedsoul]

things are getting worse...
external triggers are not helping...
internal warfare is destabilizing everything...
i dont even know whats going on... im just floating through the motion without takin the memories with me...
think im going to lose it,,, i dont wanna go mad... insane...

sleep deprivation is more too... so tired... cant sleep...
emotions and feelings coming up because im sober, not drowning them with alcohol...
and i HATE emotions... i hate feelings... this stuff sucks...
i just want to get out of this... its not fair, i didnt ask for any of it and its like it didnt happen to me anyway so why do i have to suffer the consequences...

i hate my life...

[elevatedsoul]

i keep going inside... its dark in there... like no ones been there for a long time...