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Sep 22, 2007, 01:27 PM
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I just wonder if I parts are trying to communicate with me. I havent' been paying any attention to them for awhile now, well because I have enough to deal with. I just think they are a huge hinderance. I think all of this is. I don't know I am just hurting so bad, no one even knows. No one irl here even knows how bad things actually are, I can feel it, I can feel complete chaos inside and I know it is just going to burst. But I can't deal with it right now, I just can't do it. Started having flashbacks the other day when I was with my boyfriend. I had to take a few days off from seeing my boyfriend so much, it's been really hard though. I think my parts are trying to get me back. When I was starting to have the flashbacks a few nights ago one of them started threatening me, but were they doing that to hurt me? or someone else internally? I don't know, I just don't know much of anything anymore, I am just so lost and confused and I am just so tired. Tired of having to live like this, I want to live a normal life. Why do I need to be som complicated? Please, Please I"m hurting so bad, I need everyone's support, encouragement, I just need a hug.
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Sep 22, 2007, 05:32 PM
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I'm sorry you are going through so much. Please know that I care. Gentle hugs (((((((( Jennifer )))))))))) 
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Sep 22, 2007, 05:55 PM
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((((((((Jennifer)))))))
You have so much going on now. Do you have a T you can talk about this with? |
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Sep 22, 2007, 07:58 PM
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(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((Jennifer)))))))))))))))))))))))))))) I am sorry things are so hard right now.
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Sep 23, 2007, 02:16 PM
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Thank you everyone, I know I need to just allow myself to have a hard time right now. I still don't know what I am doing though. I have been doing some things I know that I am not ready for nor my system is ready for. I just don't seem to really care anymore, I don't even think about them very much and I know that I need to, cause In a way all I am doing is ignoring myself. I just need to continue trying to get better and I need to put a stop to what has been going on, but I just don't know if I can. I hope that I can though, I just really am having a hard time with it. I need to think of me, well and that means all of me, my system and all. I do have a T and I am going to talk with her about all of this tomorrow. I need to take things more seriously. Thank you all for your support and kindness.
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