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Mar 22, 2008, 02:45 PM
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i'm spiraling pretty low and trying to take inventory of those parts who are wanting something different than the over all goal.
ok:all within willing to choose life: kiya <font color="pink"> </font> sasha <font color="black"> </font> huh i guess that's it... no wonder i'm feeling so depressed- 2 ot of 13.
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#2
Mar 22, 2008, 03:28 PM
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Kiya, Hang on. Just hang on. I hope your Ok. Your not alone.
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Mar 22, 2008, 03:37 PM
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wow... thats pretty bad
 most of them must have at least 1 reason to live! just hang in there  
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Mar 22, 2008, 06:07 PM
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monty, frank...
i did a more conclusive poll (away from the boards) and found that 5 definately choose out. 5 either don't care , are on the fence, or are not in disicison making rolls, 2 chose life (but me mostly out of duty and responsibility, and the wee one is only 3 and integrated with me, so she went where i chose) and lastly one does want to but wants change and doesn't know how to make it... is also a little. am holding on. just tired. hard to move ahead when everyone so so devided.
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Mar 22, 2008, 06:18 PM
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Glad to see you holding on Kiya. I understand where you are at right now. It all gets to be overwhelming at times and you just want it all to just go away. Sometimes I don't think people understand how much emotional pain we feel inside. Just want to stop and escape from the pain. Just take care of yourselves right now.
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Mar 22, 2008, 06:18 PM
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((((((((((((((((((((((((((Kiya)))))))))))))))))))))))))))) I am thinking of you. Please stay safe.
BB
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Mar 22, 2008, 09:15 PM
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Monty, BB, yeah there seem to be few words, but Monty Girl you hit it right on spot. especially your sig: "Due to recent financial difficulties the light at the end of the tunnel has been temporary TURNED OFF ! " that is it exactly on both levels.
I know intellectually that only i can keep me safe and that i cannot look for things outside of me to make me care or do better for myself. Caring about that is a different story. but i am trying to bridge the two. well, (kiya) is working to bridge that, but getting a lot of resistance. How does one define caring and not caring at the same time? the destructives love this - they've won over half the system... i have to keep them from winning over the other half.
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#8
Mar 23, 2008, 04:03 PM
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Kiya... It is a tough battle. Sending a lot of positive energy to you.
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Mar 23, 2008, 04:31 PM
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ty katie!
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