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((((((((((((((((Free1))))))))))))))))
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wanttoheal ~ Thanks for the hugz
![]() Hope all is well with you today ~ i have been so hyper today cant sit still too long .. got to keep moving until i drop when whoever this is that is moving about so much .. i hear dont stop keep going .. over and over .. so far i washed the car - mowed the lawn - shopped - cleaned house .. just now sat down to eat and i still have a ton of energy and feel like i cant rest until every little thing is done .. breathe..i hate when this one is doing this to me - wears me down so much . ![]() ![]()
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don't suppose i can borrow the one who's got you so hyper?! i spent all day in bed! ugh
well, hope you are able to find a moment to rest! take care! |
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i am sorry you are feeling so sad blue-roses .. sure i will share by bouncyi one .. see that see -saw in the smilie? get up on the other side and i will bounce you up
![]() Put yourself outside and breathe ... the sun and nature helps so much for depression.. i know what that feels like not to get out of bed .. or even want to talk to anymone. When spring arrived i would watch close to see plants coming up out of the ground .. even a ant excited me because i knew warm weather was coming and i could get out of the house.. i am not a sun goddess i just love being outside during the day ..the sun is energizing - the vitamins that come from it is amazing! ((((((blue-roses)))))) ![]() ![]() ![]()
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Hi Free, Sounds like you are doing much better.
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wanttoheal~
thank you i am feeling better .. when it gets unbelievably painful inside another steps up to bat for me and we get through .. trying just to stay in the moment of peace helps.. when i can do that. when this one is out i can enjoy life. this one loves to work outside and inside and listens to very cool music to speed things up. ![]() ![]()
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glad you are enjoying life a bit! that's wonderful!!!
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Hi blue_roses~
You like you are a bit feeling better too ![]() So glad for you! Tomorrow is the day i have been waiting for ..she will either believe us or she wont .. ![]() Going to keep busy today and not let my thoughts go their too much .. ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]()
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Hi free1,
That's what happens to me too. Seems like when I can't deal with something, it gets done regardless. It does make it hard sometimes to get support because I am here thinking, I can't DO it! and yet other people are looking at me and apparently I am doing it. And so if I mention something like it's too much, I can't deal with this right now, they are scratching their heads wondering what I'm talking about. Glad you're hanging in there. Take care. ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]()
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hi free1 - hope your day is going well.
i was doing ok till i got the reminder phone call today for the appointment tomorrow. i don wanna go!!!!!!!!!!! ![]() i think i'm gonna hide in fuzzybear's cave!!! |
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wanttoheal ~
yeah it can be scarey .. last night i was out with my son and his wife and on the way home we were talking and i noticed a new restraunt - i asked - when did they build that? he said mom you took me there before .. i said .. i have never been in there! he insisted that i did go in there ... i said Please dont tell me i was in there because i have never been in there .. i think it kinda scared him so he didnt push the subject .. it scared me thinking maybe i have been there but i have know idea of who was in control of me at the time.. also we got into the discussion of my father in laws funeral .. his wife was remebering it .. and i said i didnt go to it .. she told yes you did! AGAIN if i didnt i was not in control another part of me was .. i asked them both please dont tell me anymore places i have been because i may not know about it .. so no more discussion .... omg i hate being like this .. so scarey! i am missing huge chunks of times i will never know. ![]()
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((blue_roses)) it will be ok . you will be safe.
i dont want to go to mine either really but it will be ok. wish i could wear a blindfold in this next session ...so i dont have to see her face after discussing different parts of me that i am aware of. makes me have utterflies in my stomach as to her reaction .. that send button is becoming a button i should never click on again .. ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]()
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Good luck to both of you in your next T session!
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(((((((((((((((((((free1))))))))))))))))))))))))) I hope things go well.
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Thanks bipolar bear ~
My session was great! I was believed and validated ... going to be set up with new T that works with ppl with DID. i am excited - scared at the same time .. not knowing how this is going to go .. she said it was very painful. .. i dont know what that means .. did i just get into something i shouldnt have? ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]()
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YAY!!!!!!!!! (((((((((((((Free1))))))))))))))
i'm so happy for you!!!!!!!! you are AWESOME!!!!!! you put yourself out there and you're getting what you need!! ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() don't worry about what comes next right now. just enjoy this triumph!!! what will come, will come soon enough. and you've already demonstrated you have the courage to face your monsters and do what you have to do! of course it'll be scary and probably painful at times (but isn't life now anyway?!). you can do it! you've moved on to another level of treatment. that's a huge accomplishment!!! and pc will always be here to help you thru any tough times ahead. ![]() i just got back from my md appointment. i was so scared i nearly threw up. just remembering the bad stuff from last year. but he upped my welbutrin and added clonazepam in addition to my zoloft. maybe if i drug myself silly i'll feel better?! ![]() anyway i'm glad it's over and i don't have to think about another appointment for at least six months! congrats again on your awesome session, Free1. you rock! |
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(((((((((((blue_roses)))))))))))))
Thanks ![]() Good to hear your appt went well too!!! and by the way - you sound so much better ![]() i am also on klonopin .. but nothing else..because i cannot take any other medicine for depression .. make my world black when i do. yeah i am sooooo glad this appt went well ...that was so freekin hard to do !! i felt so much relieved when we left there. ![]() and like the song says .. i'm not paralysed!!! i dont feel paralyzed anymore. ok that was the hard part ...and only the first step ... we are not much into pain
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Wow, both of you! Awesome job!!
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Thank you wantoheal .. it did go well. thanks for being here!
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