Home Menu

Menu


Reply
Thread Tools Display Modes
  #26  
Old Jun 30, 2008, 08:41 AM
wanttoheal wanttoheal is offline
Legendary
 
Member Since: Oct 2004
Posts: 10,842
((((((((((((((((Free1))))))))))))))))
revealed after 4 years of T revealed after 4 years of T revealed after 4 years of T
__________________
revealed after 4 years of T

advertisement
  #27  
Old Jun 30, 2008, 07:26 PM
shame's Avatar
shame shame is offline
Veteran Member
 
Member Since: Apr 2007
Posts: 363
wanttoheal ~ Thanks for the hugz revealed after 4 years of T
Hope all is well with you today ~ i have been so hyper today cant sit still too long .. got to keep moving until i drop when whoever this is that is moving about so much .. i hear dont stop keep going .. over and over .. so far i washed the car - mowed the lawn - shopped - cleaned house .. just now sat down to eat and i still have a ton of energy and feel like i cant rest until every little thing is done .. breathe..i hate when this one is doing this to me - wears me down so much . revealed after 4 years of T revealed after 4 years of T
__________________
"I see my light come shining
From the west unto the east.
Any day now, any day now,
I shall be released."
  #28  
Old Jul 01, 2008, 12:00 AM
blue_roses's Avatar
blue_roses blue_roses is offline
Member
 
Member Since: Jun 2008
Location: under a rock in the u.s.
Posts: 93
don't suppose i can borrow the one who's got you so hyper?! i spent all day in bed! ugh

well, hope you are able to find a moment to rest!

take care!
  #29  
Old Jul 01, 2008, 07:53 AM
shame's Avatar
shame shame is offline
Veteran Member
 
Member Since: Apr 2007
Posts: 363
i am sorry you are feeling so sad blue-roses .. sure i will share by bouncyi one .. see that see -saw in the smilie? get up on the other side and i will bounce you up revealed after 4 years of T
Put yourself outside and breathe ... the sun and nature helps so much for depression.. i know what that feels like not to get out of bed .. or even want to talk to anymone. When spring arrived i would watch close to see plants coming up out of the ground .. even a ant excited me because i knew warm weather was coming and i could get out of the house.. i am not a sun goddess i just love being outside during the day ..the sun is energizing - the vitamins that come from it is amazing!
((((((blue-roses))))))
revealed after 4 years of T revealed after 4 years of T revealed after 4 years of T
__________________
"I see my light come shining
From the west unto the east.
Any day now, any day now,
I shall be released."
  #30  
Old Jul 01, 2008, 09:28 AM
wanttoheal wanttoheal is offline
Legendary
 
Member Since: Oct 2004
Posts: 10,842
Hi Free, Sounds like you are doing much better. revealed after 4 years of T Glad to see!

revealed after 4 years of T revealed after 4 years of T revealed after 4 years of T
__________________
revealed after 4 years of T
  #31  
Old Jul 01, 2008, 10:46 AM
shame's Avatar
shame shame is offline
Veteran Member
 
Member Since: Apr 2007
Posts: 363
wanttoheal~
thank you i am feeling better .. when it gets unbelievably painful inside another steps up to bat for me and we get through ..
trying just to stay in the moment of peace helps.. when i can do that.
when this one is out i can enjoy life. this one loves to work outside and inside and listens to very cool music to speed things up.
revealed after 4 years of T revealed after 4 years of T
__________________
"I see my light come shining
From the west unto the east.
Any day now, any day now,
I shall be released."
  #32  
Old Jul 01, 2008, 10:55 PM
blue_roses's Avatar
blue_roses blue_roses is offline
Member
 
Member Since: Jun 2008
Location: under a rock in the u.s.
Posts: 93
glad you are enjoying life a bit! that's wonderful!!!

revealed after 4 years of T revealed after 4 years of T revealed after 4 years of T revealed after 4 years of T revealed after 4 years of T revealed after 4 years of T
  #33  
Old Jul 02, 2008, 08:13 AM
shame's Avatar
shame shame is offline
Veteran Member
 
Member Since: Apr 2007
Posts: 363
Hi blue_roses~
You like you are a bit feeling better too revealed after 4 years of T
So glad for you!
Tomorrow is the day i have been waiting for ..she will either believe us or she wont ..
revealed after 4 years of T
Going to keep busy today and not let my thoughts go their too much ..revealed after 4 years of T








revealed after 4 years of T revealed after 4 years of T revealed after 4 years of T revealed after 4 years of T revealed after 4 years of T
__________________
"I see my light come shining
From the west unto the east.
Any day now, any day now,
I shall be released."
  #34  
Old Jul 02, 2008, 09:57 AM
wanttoheal wanttoheal is offline
Legendary
 
Member Since: Oct 2004
Posts: 10,842
Hi free1,
That's what happens to me too. Seems like when I can't deal with something, it gets done regardless. It does make it hard sometimes to get support because I am here thinking, I can't DO it! and yet other people are looking at me and apparently I am doing it. And so if I mention something like it's too much, I can't deal with this right now, they are scratching their heads wondering what I'm talking about.

Glad you're hanging in there. Take care. revealed after 4 years of T
revealed after 4 years of T revealed after 4 years of T revealed after 4 years of T
__________________
revealed after 4 years of T
  #35  
Old Jul 02, 2008, 03:07 PM
blue_roses's Avatar
blue_roses blue_roses is offline
Member
 
Member Since: Jun 2008
Location: under a rock in the u.s.
Posts: 93
hi free1 - hope your day is going well.

i was doing ok till i got the reminder phone call today for the appointment tomorrow. i don wanna go!!!!!!!!!!! revealed after 4 years of T

i think i'm gonna hide in fuzzybear's cave!!!
  #36  
Old Jul 02, 2008, 03:43 PM
shame's Avatar
shame shame is offline
Veteran Member
 
Member Since: Apr 2007
Posts: 363
wanttoheal ~
yeah it can be scarey .. last night i was out with my son and his wife and on the way home we were talking and i noticed a new restraunt - i asked - when did they build that? he said mom you took me there before .. i said .. i have never been in there! he insisted that i did go in there ... i said Please dont tell me i was in there because i have never been in there .. i think it kinda scared him so he didnt push the subject .. it scared me thinking maybe i have been there but i have know idea of who was in control of me at the time.. also we got into the discussion of my father in laws funeral .. his wife was remebering it .. and i said i didnt go to it .. she told yes you did! AGAIN if i didnt i was not in control another part of me was ..
i asked them both please dont tell me anymore places i have been because i may not know about it .. so no more discussion ....
omg i hate being like this .. so scarey! i am missing huge chunks of times i will never know. revealed after 4 years of T
__________________
"I see my light come shining
From the west unto the east.
Any day now, any day now,
I shall be released."
  #37  
Old Jul 02, 2008, 03:50 PM
shame's Avatar
shame shame is offline
Veteran Member
 
Member Since: Apr 2007
Posts: 363
((blue_roses)) it will be ok . you will be safe.
i dont want to go to mine either really but it will be ok.
wish i could wear a blindfold in this next session ...so i dont have to see her face after discussing different parts of me that i am aware of.
makes me have utterflies in my stomach as to her reaction ..
that send button is becoming a button i should never click on again .. revealed after 4 years of T revealed after 4 years of T revealed after 4 years of T revealed after 4 years of T revealed after 4 years of T
__________________
"I see my light come shining
From the west unto the east.
Any day now, any day now,
I shall be released."
  #38  
Old Jul 03, 2008, 05:59 AM
wanttoheal wanttoheal is offline
Legendary
 
Member Since: Oct 2004
Posts: 10,842
Good luck to both of you in your next T session! revealed after 4 years of T Let us know how they go, if you have time. revealed after 4 years of T

(((((((((((((((Free1)))))))))))))))))))

((((((((((((((blue_roses)))))))))))))))

revealed after 4 years of T revealed after 4 years of T revealed after 4 years of T revealed after 4 years of T
__________________
revealed after 4 years of T
  #39  
Old Jul 03, 2008, 07:02 AM
shame's Avatar
shame shame is offline
Veteran Member
 
Member Since: Apr 2007
Posts: 363
revealed after 4 years of T omg i am scared/// will let you know when i get back - thanks for the good wishes revealed after 4 years of T
__________________
"I see my light come shining
From the west unto the east.
Any day now, any day now,
I shall be released."
  #40  
Old Jul 03, 2008, 07:04 AM
bipolar_bear's Avatar
bipolar_bear bipolar_bear is offline
Wise Elder
 
Member Since: Aug 2005
Posts: 8,106
(((((((((((((((((((free1))))))))))))))))))))))))) I hope things go well.

BB
__________________
revealed after 4 years of T


  #41  
Old Jul 03, 2008, 02:33 PM
shame's Avatar
shame shame is offline
Veteran Member
 
Member Since: Apr 2007
Posts: 363
Thanks bipolar bear ~
My session was great! I was believed and validated ...
going to be set up with new T that works with ppl with DID.
i am excited - scared at the same time .. not knowing how this is going to go .. she said it was very painful. .. i dont know what that means .. did i just get into something i shouldnt have?
revealed after 4 years of T revealed after 4 years of T revealed after 4 years of T revealed after 4 years of T
__________________
"I see my light come shining
From the west unto the east.
Any day now, any day now,
I shall be released."
  #42  
Old Jul 03, 2008, 04:10 PM
blue_roses's Avatar
blue_roses blue_roses is offline
Member
 
Member Since: Jun 2008
Location: under a rock in the u.s.
Posts: 93
YAY!!!!!!!!! (((((((((((((Free1))))))))))))))

i'm so happy for you!!!!!!!! you are AWESOME!!!!!! you put yourself out there and you're getting what you need!!

revealed after 4 years of T revealed after 4 years of T revealed after 4 years of T revealed after 4 years of T revealed after 4 years of Trevealed after 4 years of T revealed after 4 years of T revealed after 4 years of T revealed after 4 years of T revealed after 4 years of T revealed after 4 years of T revealed after 4 years of Trevealed after 4 years of T revealed after 4 years of T

don't worry about what comes next right now. just enjoy this triumph!!! what will come, will come soon enough. and you've already demonstrated you have the courage to face your monsters and do what you have to do!

of course it'll be scary and probably painful at times (but isn't life now anyway?!). you can do it! you've moved on to another level of treatment. that's a huge accomplishment!!! and pc will always be here to help you thru any tough times ahead. revealed after 4 years of T

i just got back from my md appointment. i was so scared i nearly threw up. just remembering the bad stuff from last year. but he upped my welbutrin and added clonazepam in addition to my zoloft.

maybe if i drug myself silly i'll feel better?! revealed after 4 years of T

anyway i'm glad it's over and i don't have to think about another appointment for at least six months!

congrats again on your awesome session, Free1. you rock!
  #43  
Old Jul 03, 2008, 04:45 PM
shame's Avatar
shame shame is offline
Veteran Member
 
Member Since: Apr 2007
Posts: 363
(((((((((((blue_roses)))))))))))))
Thanks revealed after 4 years of T
Good to hear your appt went well too!!! and by the way - you sound so much better revealed after 4 years of T
i am also on klonopin .. but nothing else..because i cannot take any other medicine for depression .. make my world black when i do.

yeah i am sooooo glad this appt went well ...that was so freekin hard to do !! i felt so much relieved when we left there.
revealed after 4 years of T
and like the song says .. i'm not paralysed!!!
i dont feel paralyzed anymore.

ok that was the hard part ...and only the first step ... we are not much into pain
__________________
"I see my light come shining
From the west unto the east.
Any day now, any day now,
I shall be released."
  #44  
Old Jul 03, 2008, 08:20 PM
wanttoheal wanttoheal is offline
Legendary
 
Member Since: Oct 2004
Posts: 10,842
Wow, both of you! Awesome job!! revealed after 4 years of T I'm so glad everything worked out for you both. revealed after 4 years of T
revealed after 4 years of T revealed after 4 years of T revealed after 4 years of T
__________________
revealed after 4 years of T
  #45  
Old Jul 04, 2008, 12:09 PM
shame's Avatar
shame shame is offline
Veteran Member
 
Member Since: Apr 2007
Posts: 363
Thank you wantoheal .. it did go well. thanks for being here!
__________________
"I see my light come shining
From the west unto the east.
Any day now, any day now,
I shall be released."
Reply
Views: 2122

attentionThis is an old thread. You probably should not post your reply to it, as the original poster is unlikely to see it.



Similar Threads
Thread Thread Starter Forum Replies Last Post
THE SECRET REVEALED krittle Other Mental Health Discussion 5 Jan 28, 2008 01:33 PM
reply from secrets revealed advice krittle Other Mental Health Discussion 0 Jan 28, 2008 01:32 PM
Truth revealed thru dream?? SerenitysWave Survivors of Abuse 1 Dec 08, 2005 11:13 PM


All times are GMT -5. The time now is 06:33 PM.
Powered by vBulletin® — Copyright © 2000 - 2025, Jelsoft Enterprises Ltd.




 

My Support Forums

My Support Forums is the online community that was originally begun as the Psych Central Forums in 2001. It now runs as an independent self-help support group community for mental health, personality, and psychological issues and is overseen by a group of dedicated, caring volunteers from around the world.

 

Helplines and Lifelines

The material on this site is for informational purposes only, and is not a substitute for medical advice, diagnosis or treatment provided by a qualified health care provider.

Always consult your doctor or mental health professional before trying anything you read here.