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talk to us... let us know what makes you feel and think that you're bad

it's lies spoken to your hurting soul... you're loved...

I hear you dear jinny please stay safe

What makes you think you are bad?

(((((((((((((((jinny)))))))))))))) How can we support you?

cant tell noone cant .... need to cant get kerry back plaese

help me cant stop crying dont no w todo pls dont tell cant tak to dddaddy dusnt caer hveto go to bed try find kerry hes home soon o nno cantfindmeikethis been bbad noty ooooooooooooooooooowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww

It is okay to cry. You are not bad.
We are all here to help you.
Everyone here will be happy to listen to you.
Feel free to PM. I care.

Surounding Jinny with safe love.

I'm so sorry .... i have been avoiding phonecalls for a while now. i know my dad called this morning and i just dont want to talk to him. My step mm is in hospital and he didn't even take her, preferring to go bowling instead .... his behaviour right now is triggering me ... he never even called when my daughter left ... it's like stepping back in time .... my step brother called to say his mum is staying in the hosptal and i dont want to go in case i bump into my dad .... i just dont want to see him right now ... he is such a selfish person .... my step mum has had enough too.

i dont know why i was so out of it this morning, it was very scary ... i'm just so sorry does anyone sufferwith severe headaches after this co consciousness thing happens? I think my hubby is so sick of me .... i had to go to bed and was still there when he came home ,,,, i feel so useless as a wife and mother right now

Jx

(((jinn))))
I do not have DiDs .....but have known you here on the board for about 2 years now.
First from chat when i use to go to chat. Now here on the forum.
i understand things are hard for you....I know you have posted about a T. Have you called them and spoken about headache and all that has gone on with you..
I worry about you
as you matter...
more than anything i would like to see you have some peace....
i wish for your healing.
i know your hubby and children love you much from all the good times you have spoken of.........
muffy

(((((((((((jinny))))))))) It's so hard when we're triggered. Stress can cause horrible headaches as well. Maybe you can lie down and rest when you get them. Put a cool cloth on your head. Can you do something nice for you?

My T says co con thing could get worse, but i think it was just my dad ..... and step brother saying they're not good right now .... he is treating my kids like he treated me when i was young .... like history repeating itself. Thank goodness Tonys parents are good grandparents ...... just scared me a little yesterday ..... i took myself out away from my son ..... then went to bed .....i slept all night too, which is good for me ....

thanks everyone, i appreciate your care .... Muffy i think the deep therapy is making things worse, bringing back all sorts really, stuff i never remembered before .... it seems to be coming back in jigsaw pieces .... I'll be ok, have to do this in order to heal .....

love to all, Jinny xx

(((Jinny))) i hope your suffering is minimal, both personally and for those about you.... best wishes always... if it becomes too much remember that you can take a break when needed...

..youee my brain is telling me that you're telling me to go away frm pc..... that's my brain for you..... Jin

(((((((((((jinny))))))))))) I think night was talking about break with T? If therapy is causing so much distress, maybe slowing down some will help? T here has to go very slowly, otherwise I can't cope with what I have to do in my daily life.

oh yes ..... sorry, thankyou NTR and wanttoheal ((((((((hugs))))))) i do misinterperet a lot of the time .... years of being undermined i guess ... my bad sorry ....

huggies, Kerry xoxoxoxoxo