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Apr 01, 2025, 04:39 PM
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How can you know someone over 50 yrs and yet not know a thing about them ?
No , wait , that's not totally true. I did know a little about them. Yet I just was too blind to see and understand what I was seeing. I was too busy trying to understand myself that I let all the red flags just fly over my head. If I was honest with myself , which I couldn't be , I would have cut the cord on many occasions. And some very early occasions at that. I would have saved myself from much grief , hurt , pain , etc etc. I guess you get the idea by now. The irony is that I just " got the idea " myself , recently ! But it's too late now. Circumstances , like age , physical challenges and mostly mental depression has put me in sort of a " shock " mode. Unable to make decisions because of a mental paralysis. Part of me says " c'mon , get off your *** and do this or , and that ! And another part of me is just so f'in tired that I can't move ! So it really just comes down to me.. Could anything have really been changed ? That's a very big question , one that people are still debating , from time immemorial.
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Apr 01, 2025, 08:11 PM
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I'm sorry it's so difficult right now. Sounds like a complex relationship to someone who was once very close to you. I hope things settle soon for you.
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Apr 07, 2025, 08:09 AM
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and even then just physically close . As like we are now. I just wish I was like some people who can walk away easily and not look back ! I need to be somebody I'm not. I must have no self worth to let myself be trampled on. Time is running out.
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Yesterday, 06:47 AM
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I'll reply to myself since only one other person made a comment. What's the matter ? NOBODY else here has felt , at least a little bit, the same. Or maybe I posted this in the wrong place. Where's the " betrayal " section ? Moderator people relocate . You don't know anyone else's mind or thoughts.
I guess God made it that way on purpose. Someone who supposedly " loved" you just used you for their own selfish purposes and then just throws you away like yesterday's newspaper. Thanks for listening...
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