[chelemommy]

Hi. I'm new. I had gastric bypass surgery in january of 2004. Three months after surgery I started purging the little I ate because my stomach would hurt. 19 months later i'm purging what food I do eat. Nobody seems to understand!!! I've told a couple of the doctors I work for and have been given names of doctors who specialize in eds. How did this get so out of control and why am I so obsessed with food? There is so much food stored up here that my family will never eat it all. I realized when I saw how much food there is, how many food magazines there are, how many recipe books I have that I probably have a pretty serious problem- right? Any support or advice you can give me with this would be great!!! <font color="purple"> </font>

[blackdragon]

i would see one of the doctors that was recomended by those docs you have talked to. and you have the support of everyone here. Eating disorders can get out of hand so fast that its hard to even recognize that its even a probem. I suffer from bulimia and it took me a while to admit that i had a problem. so you took a big first step by admitting you have a problem and took another big step by talking to the docs you work for. so your heading in the right direction. Hope everything works out for ya.... And i suport ya all the way. if you need to talk pm me or you can email me at black_dragon211187@hotmail.com make the suject ED subject.. So i can recognize it. and thats my messanger name to. good luck