who here is sick of purging

GREAT BIG ((((((hugs)))) to all of us...

my tummy is soooo uncomfortable... like it is rejecting food like a poison...

(((((((((hugs)))))))))) to all of us.

I haven't purged in almost two weeks, now, but I tell ya.....god, have I ever gained so much weight....I just hate it.....I look & feel disgusting......I feel like I am 500 lbs.

And I am so damn drugged up from the *&^%$#@ prozac....I can barely function, let alone go for a walk....or exercise, for that matter. I have put on so much weight since end of Oct....it's truly pathetic.

** SIGH ** When will it ever end?

Des, nor have I . But, I am standing still spiritually. I just told Freewill advice about my E.D. and need to take my own advice tomorrow.

Love this board. Love the people and love to get better one day at time.

The important item to me is "Sitting with it." This week I noticed that I "am sitting with uncomfortable body feelings, mind feelings, and soul stirrings, just fine" So

I am going to sit in peace and be calm. I am going to trust the moments ahead with my bloated belly. I ate too much lunch and yesterday had two slices of chocolate cake at a get to gether. Still I am going to sit and be calmer. I am worth it. I am bloated. I have a headache. My blood sugar is agrivating me to the point of throwing things yet, I am going to sit still in peace tonight. I was asked to talk about E.D. at Community College. E-mail me with information to share with young women about it if you have anything good.

We are togehter and we stand strong.

Wow, RJ, are you ever strong. Good for you.

Good luck w/ the talk. Somehow, we need to convince young women (actually young people, but especially the females) to stand up against the media & Hollywood. The warped body image of a "woman" is ridiculous. We have to create change....it is killing so many of us. If, somehow, you can incorporate this idea into your talk, that would be most beneficial, I think.