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I have a trip this summer and am dying to lose more weight. Logically I know that I am already underweight and getting unhealthy but can't stop. I am at the point now that if i eat anything-even a slice of orange i go running to the bathroom. I can't hide or cover up anymore. I am losing it. Why is it so much worse this time and fast.
Why does it do that...has anyone else ever experienced that? I was good for so many years and out of the blue it is wham bang back again and only took weeks what once took me years to get to. So out of control |
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yes m, I know that i've experienced something quite similar, and am sure that many others here at PC have as well. Sometimes the least likely events/people/etc. can be triggers. Sometimes they come at just the wrong time and send us sliding downhill fast.
So sorry you're feeling this, try to take care. ((mtaylor))
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Hello M.
I am sorry you are going through this at this time. Are you seeing a therapist? If you are aware that you are out of control again, then I hope you can talk to your therapist and try to regain some of the control that you have learned in the past. Perhaps your behavior at this point is in regard to other issues that you have not dealt with in the past with your therapist, and it is now surfacing at this time in your life. I hope the best for you and your future. take one day at a time. Take Care Soidhonia
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Yes, I've experienced that exact same thing. When I supposedly got over my ED, I felt happy again, like I was someone important, that my life mattered. Then suddenly, it was completely washed away in a matter of minutes. After all the hard work and tears that went into overcoming the giant, was all thrown to waste. But I think you've already hurdled your first obstacle, you've admitted your problems reoccurance and have openly discussed it. Altho its just thru this blog, it's more than just keeping it inside. Slowly but surely, you got over it once, You can do it again. Good luck with it all! I know you can make it thru!
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