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Apr 26, 2005, 06:47 AM
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I haven't posted much or been on in quite awhile. Things were pretty good. I haven't SI in 3 years, but I feel myself slipping. I've been "mentally ill" for years. Borderline mostly. I've known it was something more physical than mental that was wrong but I had to stay out of mental health for awhile before anyone would take me serious and not just say it's all in your head. God I hate that phrase. It turns out I some autoimmune stuff going on thyroid and stomach and god knows what else. that was all fine and dandy but I just turned 29 last month and now my body is just falling apart. Things just keep popping up. I am going to have to have surgery but I don't know when and I have never been good with patients. After all I'm not a doctor.LOL I am at the point where I feel like SI is the last grasp of control I have. The biggest problem and saving grace right now is that my whole body is literally an open book for about 3 doctors so there is no place to hide it. What scares me is it is so different than when I was younger.It's like instead of having to fight an unplanned urge I am conciously wanting to. I am so lost. I really have no family support which makes it all that much more hard. My mother would simply say "it's all in your head" or "you created it". What can I do with that? Sorry about the ramble I just needed to vent in a place where people understand the SI aspect of it. Anybody have any thoughts or ideas I could use the connection.
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Apr 26, 2005, 10:20 AM
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((((((((((Luckycharm))))))))))))
Wow. You are going through so much right now. Sounds like you have allot of feelings inside and need someone to talk to. Things are probably really scary, and sadning with your health issues. Is there someone in your life that you can talk to? therapist. Maybe you can find a friend to have lunch with once a week. You deserve all the support you can get. Keep fighting!!! |
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#3
Apr 26, 2005, 10:57 AM
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i'm sorry that you're in such a hard spot right now. you must have alot of feelings of anxiety and being scared.....that was worded weird, but you know what i mean.....do you have anyone that you can talk to? a minister? sorry that your mom is that way..so was mine and a husband.......keep coming here, because there are tons of people with your problems and everyone is very supportive. xoxo pat
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#4
Apr 26, 2005, 12:44 PM
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que dios lay bendiga! (may god bless you!) be careful and safe! always know i am here
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schizoaffective bipolar type PTSD generalized anxiety d/o haldol, prazosin, risperdal and prn klonopin and helpful cogentin |
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Apr 26, 2005, 08:39 PM
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Thank you guys so much. I made it through today. I appreciate it so much!
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