I just had my dinner- pigs in blankets

not takeout so their's a plus

[shovelhead]

Perfect morning so far! Water & coffee & a short run outside. I'm going low calorie all day, hopefully.

[MALmic26]

I’ve been doing well while still feeling guilty ‘cause I hate keeping down food. I feel a binge coming on and it might be today that I bp so I can deal with today which is one of my suicide attempt anniversaries. Very traumatic to think on. I’m not very happy to be alive either to be completely honest with you. Keep me in your thoughts.

Originally Posted by MALmic26

I’ve been doing well while still feeling guilty ‘cause I hate keeping down food. I feel a binge coming on and it might be today that I bp so I can deal with today which is one of my suicide attempt anniversaries. Very traumatic to think on. I’m not very happy to be alive either to be completely honest with you. Keep me in your thoughts.

ditto this. (the not happy to be alive thing)

every day I just thinking to myself.. oh I wish it just works.

hugs!

it's all ready not a good day, I started with fruit which is good- but then went and had some dr pepper and candy

so it makes you wonder why I had the fruit (it does to me)

dinner is roast chicken. *sighs heavily*

I am about to eat my roast chicken.

not looking forward to it, at all. I don't really enjoy it

I am so hungry.

my roast chicken last night was so dry and so not filling, and even though I had snacks after it didn't fill me up

so I'm hoping that food today will be better

another night where I didn't enjoy my main meal

ended up throwing it away and having some fries

I am so hungry today.

trying not to reach for the snacks until dinner time, hard though

I am greatful for my pizza yesterday.

it was tasty, and it was filling.

first time I've felt full since friday and you can't argue with a full tummy!

I had another filling meal today. (chicken wings)

snacks too though. not too many, but enough to be classed as overeating

yesterday I had sausages

not bad actually, and I didn't need anything else

today I am having mcdonalds. highlight of the week when it comes to food

mcdonalds was good (and as predicted, filled me up)

not decided on today's meal

but it's now gone 14 30 and all I've eaten is my fruit salad (no snacks)

[MALmic26]

I’m going to a party this afternoon. I’m gonna binge at the party (secretly) and leave early so I can purge at a local store...

Originally Posted by MALmic26

I’m going to a party this afternoon. I’m gonna binge at the party (secretly) and leave early so I can purge at a local store...

how was the party?. how did you do with your eating?

saturday: fruit salad, quite a few snacks, sausages for dinner (cleared the plate)

yesterday: fruit salad, a few snacks, chicken for dinner (cleared the plate), and more snacks because I wasn't full

today: fruit salad, a few cookies from my cookie tin and sausages for dinner (or I will be having them in a few hours)

fussy eater alert. sausages twice in 2 days..

I ate well tonight.

4 hamburgers in toasty buns and they are actually quite nice

and for snacks I only had like 3 bags of chips

sounds a lot, but trust me 3 is quite light for me..

today so far I have had fruit salad, and a couple of cookies out of my jar.

I think I may eat lots of snacks later. it's scampi for dinner, and if their's one thing that doesn't fill me up, it's scampi

I did have a late night filling last night with potato chips.. the scampi litirally did nothing for my stomach (it's like it didn't exist)

mcdonalds today, and I am starving. all I've eaten today is fruit salad. no snacks

it was nice!

the mcdonalds I mean

tonight chicken wings

[MALmic26]

Originally Posted by raging vortex

how was the party?. how did you do with your eating?

The party was okay. I'm very socially anxious and an introvert but people were understanding. I had fun! Im going to a picnic soon. I need to get out there more. As far as the eating. I almost binged. I asked someone I knew at the party to watch me and make sure I don't go to the bathroom or eat anymore. She was so supportive!

[MALmic26]

I b/p twice yesterday. I'm probably gonna b/p again. Just got unemployment money and I'm finna spend it on stupid shiz

Originally Posted by MALmic26

The party was okay. I'm very socially anxious and an introvert but people were understanding. I had fun! Im going to a picnic soon. I need to get out there more. As far as the eating. I almost binged. I asked someone I knew at the party to watch me and make sure I don't go to the bathroom or eat anymore. She was so supportive!

well you're one step ahead of me

I'm intriverted too and I'd never been seen at a party. it's my worst nightmare

and I am glad that woman supported you. did you explain to her why?, or just leave it as please watch me

I ate well every night this week (by ate well, I mean my main meals)

tried to keep snacks to a minimal, and most days it worked, but not all the time

it is mcdonalds day today.

can't wait..