[happysobercrafter]

@raging vortex

(((((((honeybunny))))))))) I hear your struggle. xoxoxoxox

I can't wait to eat

I know that's a really bad thing to say, but I am litirally not doing anything else

eating will make sure my day isn't wasted

[happysobercrafter]

I am still eating candy, but not as much as I have been. My unmet needs episode is waning.

[childofchaos831]

Not doing well at all

[MALmic26]

I binged and purged 6 times 8 times in 3 days and I feel awfully emotionally and physically. This is so dangerous to do but I still do it... Right now, I’m eating semi normally. I still overeat but I’m not purging ‘cause I’m not alone in the house like I’d like to be. My mom won’t let me leave the house unless I have a good reason. Anyway... that’s my update.

this week (apart from monday when I ate way way too much) has been okay

no takeouts, but I will tomorrow

I'll have my mcdonalds

yesterday I ate mcdonalds.

after, I also had a whole bag of chocolate hearts.

today I had fruit and chocolate

I don't think the weekend was too bad really. I'm eating more chocolate, but not accessive I don't think

the week's started on a low for food: both yesterday and tonight I didn't enjoy my dinner (not because I overate, just because I didn't enjoy it)

[MALmic26]

I’m becoming increasingly depressed. I don’t think recovery is making me depressed, even though I hate recovery ‘cause I hate keeping food down. Maybe ‘cause I’m having thoughts of I don’t wanna live anymore,again (‘cause I really don’t). Who knows really? I just want the pain to end

average day today.

fruit, a few snacks (mostly candy), and my dinner.

more candy afterwards but not accessivwe

mcdonalds day today MMMM.

I didn't eat too good yesterday.

meal was dry and bland. didn't like it at all

I am hoping for a better meal today..

I had a really nice dinner yesterday (just a plate of breaded chicken) not that healthy, but it was nice

and I've been eating a lot of roast chicken flavoured potato chips

one of these situations.. I don't need to, I feel quite full, but you know how it is.

I did not go too crazy during halloween

actually, I have a lot of lolliepops left. none of the lemon candies (their all gone), but a lot of lolliepops

ate all my dinner as well, burgers and fries..

[OutOfMyMind75]

Struggling.

today is the day where I need to prepare my menu for next week, and I'm going to try and make it more positive. this week I've had sausages twice, and some form of chicken for the the remainder of the days so I'm not really getting much variety in my diet

it's really hard though. a lot of food groups I either don't like, (such as fish or salad), and a lot of foods my body just rejects without me doing much (such as veg)

always been a bit of an issue really... the whole balanced diet thing

well I've done my menu and it's not really that healthy, I guess

I thought about what I would actually eat, and not about what's healthy- so sausages, chicken, pizza 1 night.. nothing too healthy next week.

chicken was good last night though, I had chicken wings with salt on them- afterwards I had some halloween candy

today I am also having chicken, but I did have my healthy fruit salad for breakfast which is a start.

[Blue_Bird]

I'm starting to go to a weekly eating disorder group beginning next week at the clinic I go to. My therapist recommended it to me since I've been struggling with my ED again. So I'm hoping that's helpful.

yesterday I had, .... chicken again this time nuggets from mcdonalds

it was nice, but not sure I should be too happy about eating chicken 3 nights in a row

tonight i'm having scampi though- which is fish, (which I usually hate), but I can eat this.. it's fine

I have struggled this week with undereating

most nights I have not enjoyed my food, what so ever (not because I ate snacks, I've barely eaten anything) just because... I dunno, just not been enjoying it I guess.

I did eat all my food yesterday though. turkey dinos (again)

hmm need to fill myself up though seriously. not eaten much food at all

[Mountaindewed]

I don’t usually check in on here. But today I have 1210 calories logged into my app. But I gave my mom the last bite of my bagel because I saw a triggering truck with an advertisement on it. I also took the smaller half of the muffin I cut in half. And I used a teaspoon of apple butter instead of a tablespoon. So yeah once again I’m under 1200. I did a ton of walking. My therapist is pissed at me. I feel like things could get very out of control if I start exercising everyday. My therapist just gets mad she doesn’t really help the situation... my doctor took me off my topamax and added something else but it isn’t really making a difference.

struggled yesterday with feeling full

I had sausages, but at the moment I also don't have much of an appetite, sooo

today I'm having mcdonalds.

only time this week I have had takeout

I am looking forward to it

I waited over an hour for the mcdonalds to arive. ugg. what's wrong with delivery drivers?

yesterday I had a delivery of crisps and candy and, I have to admit, I all ready started on it and halfway through most of the packets.

I had burgers for dinner but didn't enjoy them much (didn't like the type of bread used)

still struggling a lot with "undereating"

I have not enjoyed any of my meals since sunday, and only eaten half of it. snack wise I have been eating quite a bit, but that's actually bad because it should be the other way round

likewise yesterday

barely touched my main meal (hotdog), but went all out on the snacks