ate my mcdonalds!

it was heaven..

it has not been a good day today re: food.

ate my fruit salad, but didn't really matter because I ate 3/4 bags of chips too.

sausages for dinner and I'm all ready feeling quite full if I'm honest.

I am having chicken pie today.

it's only just gone 12 30 though and pretty hungry.

so eating some snacks (2 packets of chips and some chocolate)

I feel a bit bad for leaving so much of my dinner this evening.

I had lots of snacks, so. it didn't help with things

I had chicken for a second night running

I ate all of it, then I had snacks- which I didn't actually need (because I was full), but I had anyway because I have no control and I freely admit that

I got annoyed with myself today

my computer chair ran over a bag of chips- and the bag burst and they went all over the floor. ugg!. spent a while picking them all up and throwing them away (ashame, seems a waste)

eaten quite a few cookies today and chips
but did eat all my main meal too and I am full now

I wouldn't have been though if it wasn't for the snacks

[childofchaos831]

Have been not eating enough and my sugar has been getting low lately

sausages again for dinner.

I have not eaten any snacks so far today....

mcdonalds day

yum

[MALmic26]

I feel like I’m doing recovery wrong. My mom says I eat too much (objectively) and says I should be more considerate and caring as this life isn’t just about me. She said if I thought about her more, the ED would go away. I feel like a selfish, fat f**k... I tried telling her that it’s in my plan to eat 3 meals a day but apparently my food choices and portions are bad and too much... I’m always in binge mode and I haven’t been able to bp in a long while so maybe subconsciously I eat a lot as if I’m binging so I could purge? Idk. I feel like I’m doing this wrong. I should know how to control myself by now...

eating too many chips again.

ate mcdonalds yesterday which was nice, then ate chips (which I didn't need, but ate anyway)

and ate chips and cookies today. for dinner I am going to be having burgers

Originally Posted by MALmic26

I feel like I’m doing recovery wrong. My mom says I eat too much (objectively) and says I should be more considerate and caring as this life isn’t just about me. She said if I thought about her more, the ED would go away. I feel like a selfish, fat f**k... I tried telling her that it’s in my plan to eat 3 meals a day but apparently my food choices and portions are bad and too much... I’m always in binge mode and I haven’t been able to bp in a long while so maybe subconsciously I eat a lot as if I’m binging so I could purge? Idk. I feel like I’m doing this wrong. I should know how to control myself by now...

(((((((hugs)))))

that's why we're here so we can all support you

I just had a lot of cookies this afternoon and my dinner (well not all of it, only some)

feeling full

eaten too much again.

tum hurts..

I barely touched my roast chicken last night

here's what I don't quite get: I don't ever eat my chicken on sundays, (even if my stomach is empty), yet on sunday I still make roast chicken. I guess it's childhood tradition and it would feel wrong to break it..

oh well: hopefully I'll eat a bit more tonight

[childofchaos831]

Still having issues with restriction...

did not enjoy my dinner (ribbs)

so just lots of cookies

I am having pizza today.

another day of eating cookies.

and another day where my meal didn't fill me up

ugg

eaten too much again

made myself sick and still ****ing ate chips.

what's wrong with me (apart from having no life experience.)

I am having takeout today- fish and fries
opted for the smaller portion of fries.

but not because I want to, it's because the big fries are too big

far too big

[happysobercrafter]

I overeat to compensate what is lacking in my life. Since 7-11-2020, I had lost 20 pounds. However, in this past week, I gained back 6 pounds. I accomplished that eating candy and eating bigger portions than I had been.

I have been experimenting with new flavors, like curries. So far, so good! The are delicious and I am trying to better my rice making skills. It's an art and I had no idea! I also bought a wok, but haven't used it yet.

Today, I don't feel as needy as I have, so I am hopeful to get back on track and resume my better eating habits. So, today, I will work on my emotions to face and accept them for what they are and how I feel about them.

Originally Posted by HappyCrafter

I overeat to compensate what is lacking in my life. Since 7-11-2020, I had lost 20 pounds. However, in this past week, I gained back 6 pounds. I accomplished that eating candy and eating bigger portions than I had been.

I have been experimenting with new flavors, like curries. So far, so good! The are delicious and I am trying to better my rice making skills. It's an art and I had no idea! I also bought a wok, but haven't used it yet.

Today, I don't feel as needy as I have, so I am hopeful to get back on track and resume my better eating habits. So, today, I will work on my emotions to face and accept them for what they are and how I feel about them.

sounds like you are really trying to get it under control.

that's great!. good luck

I am having roast chicken today (which I hate)

makes you wonder why I do it, but it's tradition- like I've said before, I've had it for as long as I can remember. sooooo

I'd feel bad for breaking tradition, but it does mean I'll probably eat other stuff (either before or after the meal)

and I have loads of stuff. I freely admit that. too much, almost

I am almost regretting my choice to eat buffet food tomorrow

someone said to me today " it's a big meal"

and it is. it's huge