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Jun 28, 2004, 08:25 PM
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Hi all. I am writing havent in awhile. Things are going crazy for me! I am trying to be good, but i cant figure out what is going on anymore. My life is going crazy. This time of year is killing me. and Im not in the hospital now and its like things are back to 'normal' and im stuck here in the throws of my reality and getting hit with everything at once, the only way out for me in Ana. Thats it! Either to not eat or get rid of what i do...i dont know what to do.....my family doesnt know im still doing everything i am...and now i just dont know...im so scared....so freaking alone...
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Jun 28, 2004, 11:22 PM
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{{{{{{{{{{{Jeter}}}}}}}}}}}}
Posting this here is a start. Please take care of yourself, and if you can, try to keep your T clued in on what you are doing and how you really are. You are such a sweet girl, and I know that you have what it takes to beat this.  Rap <font color=orange>"Success is the ability to go from failure to failure without losing your enthusiasm. - Winston Churchill "</font color=orange>
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Jun 29, 2004, 11:59 AM
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You say You're doing everything that you are ...
You are not ana, that is something you do, but not who you are ... Please take care of yourself .... Keep talking ... gab
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Jul 02, 2004, 11:19 PM
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Jeter, I'm glad to see your back, but I'm worried about you. You need to take care of yourself.
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Jul 06, 2004, 06:07 PM
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Jeter,
My best thoughts are with you. The board is here for you. Stay strong, Jessica <font color=blue> You are in this snowglobe. It is encovered in glass and secure. But one day someone comes and shakes the globe and the pieces go flying everywhere. Now they will eventually settle but they won't be the way they were before and they can never be that way again. </font color=blue>
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Jul 15, 2004, 08:48 PM
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My family found out about my purging. IM getting yelled at no one understands me. I dont know why im doing it honestly. I dont know what is going on with me. I dont understand this anymore. I feel like my head is a snowglobe that has gotten shook up and is all jumbled up and my head is not making any sense anymore. I dont know why i am doing this, and its hard because my family thinks i must know..i dont!!! I hate it, and yet am not stopping my mom asked if i know im hurting myself..and i told her yea i know...she said she would have thought i wouldnt want to do that...and its so hard..i dont know anymore..is anyone out there who understands me or who can offer me any support i am SOOO alone right now....
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Jul 20, 2004, 12:34 AM
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I'm so sorry you're going through all this. It's so much harder when the people around you don't get it. I know if you could think your way out of it you would. Will your Mom send you to a therapist? Do you do journal writing? It sounds like you have all this stuff swirling around in your head. If you get some of it down on paper it might relieve the tension a little bit. You're not alone. We care about you. I hope you can find someone there to talk with face to face. My thoughts will be with you. Annie
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#8
Aug 01, 2004, 04:00 AM
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(((((((Jeter))))))))) I am so sorry for what you are going through. I totally understand. I am bulimic and struggling with it big time. It is hard to suggest to you what you could possibly do as my illness is very out-of-control. Is your family not supportive in this matter? Your are right when you say its so hard to stop. Its not that easy. Do you see anyone for this? May I suggest that you seek professional advice. This disorder is very dangerous. I effected my liver about a year ago; the hospital put me on eating restriction; which means that when ever I ate I had to sit with the staff during my meals and two hours after. If I would have continued to do what I was, my liver was going to shut down. Please get help; and I apologize for making suggestions when I am doing the same again. But I know I need help; which I am struggling with. I just want you to know how serious and dangerous this disorder really is. It sounds like it has taken over your life and that makes it so tough. My thoughts and prayers are with you; please get well.
itsjustme.
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