[x_BabyG_x]

I dont really have an eating disorder as such, and its not really a problem... but recently when I am feeling crappy I have been purging...

I have done it a few times in the past, but more recently since I have stopped self injuring I have developed new ways of making myself feel good.

Also, I feel like my boyfriend deserves better... I see these gorgeous girls on tele and in magazines and stuff, with perfect bodies and I feel like I should be like that. He is truely great and I feel like he deserves the best... its then when I feel the need to purge.

The thing is though, Ive always had a relatively great figure (dispise the lack of boobs LOL) But now I have him, I want to be perfect because he deserves it.

Am I just being stupid??

thanks for listening, hope its not a waste of time,
babyg xxx

[Christina86]

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That isn't good. You deserve better than that... and if your avatar is you... you're beautiful already.

You're not being stupid, it's pretty normal to give up one form of self-harm in place of another... it isn't healthy, but it's what happens.

Do you have a doctor or a T to talk to you about all of this? Please be safe and try not to purge. It's a slippery slope to a full-blown ED that is harder to stop.

[Fuzzybear]

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