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#1
May 09, 2008, 09:36 PM
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owie.....
did it again folks... gots to quit doing this.... just have to... I sugar binged and passed out again... one of these days.. just one of these days... I am going to.. not wake up... feel freezing cold from the sugar.... it drops my temp.. And... in line at the grocery store.. was a person with an eating problem of some sort... and I wanted to hug her.. so so so badly... she was about 60s... like my friend... who was anerxiox.. bones.. buying.. shakes.. and baby food... and the only thing I do know.. was she had an eating problem... not why..or what... I wanted to hug her and say.. you are not alone.. I am here... I am here... And I did Nothing.. and I hate that I did nothing.. why didn't I do something... and I feel that I was being given a "choice".. and my time is running out... for "God" to have put that person there - He was saying - you.. you.. have a choice... be well.. do not do this.. and I did it anyway... because I didn't know what else to do with the pain I was feeling... so.. this is a healing thread... perhaps no one will read it because you all are sick of me.. and I wouldn't blame you... I really wouldn't blame you... but.. I have got to do things differently... my body isn't going to keep taking this.. love to all of you.... |
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May 10, 2008, 12:20 AM
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((((((((freewill)))))))) i'm so sorry this is so hard for you, i wish i could do something for you other than just let you know i care. but i for one will never get sick of you, you're a precious soul.  
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May 10, 2008, 06:59 AM
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I'm sorry you have to keep going through this freewill! I admire your ability to provide comfort to other users on here in the midst of your own struggles.
I have confidence that you will get through this rough patch in your life and be at peace with yourself. How are you today?
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Chris The great blessing of mankind are within us and within our reach; but we shut our eyes, and like people in the dark, we fall foul upon the very thing we search for, without finding it. Seneca (7 B.C. - 65 A.A.) |
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#4
May 10, 2008, 02:39 PM
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thanks guys... your support is greatly appreciated... so... the sugar is.. washing out ... eventually... and now withdrawal will start... a couple of weeks....
and.. I am not doing this again.... not sure what I am going to do... just not.. this... a friend called me today... unexpectedly.. and it was so very good to hear from him... so... I think maybe I need to reach out more... the message I was suppose to get... with the lady behind me.. at the grocery store.. I should have done something... |
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#5
May 15, 2008, 02:41 AM
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i saw someone in the mall a couple months ago who had either bulimia or anorexia. I wanted to reccomend them to PC! Naw, I thought: what if that person is not ready for help?
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Do not stand at my grave and weep; I am not there. I do not sleep. I am a thousand winds that blow. I am the diamond glints on snow. I am the sunlight on ripened grain. I am the gentle autumn's rain. When you awaken in the morning's hush, I am the swift uplifting rush of quiet birds in circled flight. I am the soft stars that shine at night. Do not stand at my grave and cry; I am not there, I did not die. R.I.P. Bandit 7-12-08 I love you I miss you. |
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