Today I will tell myself

Just a silly sinus cold..or should I say "thinuth code"

Thanks for the well wishes.

That tomorrow will be a great day at college...

1. that I will keep trying;
2. that even though I am sick, I will take it easy and just do what I can
3. and that come what may, I can handle it.

Find something stupid to giggle at
Spend more QUALITY time with my kids
Do something productive

That our friend is coming to watch football, not look at our house. It does not need to be perfect. And he has seen it less than at par before...

Go to bed and try again tomorrow!

Today

TElling myself

1) Hey at least the MP3 Player is connecting and I can get my songs off it even though it is broken now since i accidently threw it in the washer.
2) that even though it snowed while i was busy typing away on things at work, and had to drive on wet roads, that is all it was-- wet roads.. it has it's own beauty with fall colors and this white stuff that i am not found of in great amounts.
3) that At Least My Pants RIPPED When I sat in the car when getting ready to warm it up to go hom, and NOT while I sat down at the desk at some point at work.
4) That even though they don't have the damn tires that i want to get for this stupid ****ing expensive car that seems like only special things are for it, that perhaps I can find a cheaper place anyways due to what they advertise and what they say are two different things-- an additional 70 dollars about plus the damn tires,.... there sheet says 30 for stuff not 70... but maybe i can find it cheaper some where else.

5) To keep my head up.. things will be ok... things work out some way some how, maybe not as i expected but it will be ok... try to see some good in these little mishaps.. don't be so quick to get angry..

i have already laughed about the pants, and been thankful for the MP3 player being able to be read... the snow is pretty in a sense on the trees....
but the damn tires are pissing me off.



edit i am sitting here at home and just saw my MP3 player it is changing now.. i unplugged it... it has turned on.

omg--- it's a miracle -- no I am just really shocked, it went threw the whole wash cycle and everything.... wow... amazing little thing
idk if it plays.. i will have to find some head phones and see.. but that is good... see looking up already

To be happy and get something done, for once.

not to be so afraid.

For tomorrow...get up and go help yer buddy build his deck. He'd help you. No excuses...if it's a challenge to get going just shuddup and do something good for someone. You'd help a stranger no prob. Go help yer friend for___s sake.

One leg at a time. This shall pass.

You can handle it. You can toooootally handle it.

Get off your butt and do something productive with your two days off!!!

Listen to Jaderose, Jaderose....she's got some good advice!

Today I will tell myself to get this apartment spic and span. No more procrastination.

Get off the couch!!

Get outside and work.... its been absolutely beautiful here, and I am always stuck doing work on my computer.... Happy Sunday

Graduation is on the horizon. Keep going.

that if I am not going to recognize myself, how can I expect anyone else to?

the ball will get roiling down the hill.

Take your eyes off the dusty road and enjoy your walk.

that I have a chance, all is not lost, and that the impossible is still possible.

That I am dumb and need to start using my head....

To regain control of my situation, the feeling lost is not working out so well and something else needs to be done

Ouuut....Ouuuut...Get ouuut.....get ouuut.........ouuuut of the houuuuse...OUUUT!! OF THE HOUUUSE!!!!

FER TH' LUVVA ZEUS GET TH' HELL OUTTA TH' HOUSE!!!....IT'S A NICE FRIGGIN' DAY!!!

You win conscience...that pseudo-spooky whisperin' was irritatin'...wuz nearly gonna boot yer arse.