Checking in ( How do you feel today)?

Empty and exhausted.

I feel overwhelmed and constantly exhausted. This is going to go on for the next couple of years. God give me strength, please

upside down, inside out and in black and white. Other than that it's a nice day weatherwise and I have a nice cup of coffee.

Keep it goin' strong Ice...if it takes some time that's fine.

I am relaxed I will be away from work for two days with no way for anybody to reach b=me and call me back to work. My mom and I can have a catch up moment and tell jokes and stores again. We can talek about life's ups and downs and hollywood gossp. Then, after returning to work for an all day ahift, I an look forward to modelling slinky lingerie, and testing special products. for those tender moments snickers at among ladies with baily'sand kahlua.

I am passing out on my LAST THREE SHIFT DONE. NO SHIFTS DO CALL ME BACK ON FOR TWO DAYS SINCE i WILL BE OUT OF TOWN AND UNREACHEABLE. \\\\\\\\\\\\\THEN WORK ALL DAY SATURDAY AND PARTY ALL NIGHT SATURDAY. I HAVE NEEDED A FEW DAYS LIKE THIS FOR A LIIFETIME. i WILL INFORM ALL CREW AND FRIENDS WHEN I RETURN, OF THE CALAMATIES i WILL CAUSE AND WHAT i WILL HAVE SAID WHILE UNDER THE INFLUENCE OF A FUNNY, SILLY PARTYING CROWD OF WOMEN WITH UNCLEAN THOUGHTS

i feel like a fish in oil

I finally feel a little rested, and a little more upbeat.

I feel some what like a loser and unwanted at work-- but hey-- whatever--

As I keep getting told "it's a personality problem with her and everyone else so we really can't do anything".... So guess what---- I am a personality problem for her then! and she can't do **** about it right?-- sorry smarty *** after a lot of anger...
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I will clarify so the ones that care, don't say be careful to me-- which I do appreciate all ((hugs))
but in the past she has tried to get me fired, and couldn't due to I do my job and many other people like me.... she tried to get someone fired that literally did not do anything and could not.. so-- yeah-- I am a personality problem for her-- guess it is due to I DO MY DAMN JOB!

IM probably involved with a cult. it's so inside- i'm in too deep.the radio talks to me

lonely and sad....

A little tired but alright on this Friday.

... bored, got to get outta the house.

Mindless....not much on my mind.

The world has gone insane!! It's not just me.

Cotton Ball

You're not the only one that feels that way....

We can only hope that, if the whole world is crazy, that at least some where, there is some coping skills among it all..

Frankly we are scrwed!! IMO. Thank you. (( Hugs))
Lessons...hmmm...?? No in this world we need to have it all...lol... reality = no morals

I feel vaguely agitated and somewhat angry and very hungry...

so far so good

Well nourished so far.

very sleep so far still

But I seem to be in a better mood even though sleep deprived... which is always a good thing

Awake but still trying to avoid negative thoughts, not overwhelmed(wonder if I am still half asleep).

i feel drugged but, i have cookies

Edgy- and "Off". I have been off of some of my meds a few days, but will get them again this afternoon. Just ran out of money and my insurance was being updated to a much higher level of coverage. I cannot wait to stop the withdrawal... day three or four? Nothing makes sense anymore. Edgy.

Matching the weather....a little cloudy a little sunny. I will go biking tho wish I was up and 'aboot' earlier. If it rains then it rains. It looks great out there. Turbulent changing skies. Can't wait for leaves to turn. Not looking forward to November altho it has a stark beauty in it's own right. Motorbike will be sleeping by then.....dang it.

Finally got back into my weightloss site so feeling a little better today.